sope oneshots

Second Choice

I am always a second choice,

He is perfect, kind and most impprtantly he was beautiful.

He caught your eyes, your soul, and your heart.

While me, staying as a second choice to you.

Completely opposite, I am only a friend to you.

I am ugly, "nerd", and simple.

Anyone would automatically think that I am a boring person.

Maybe that's why he caught your heart instead of me.

I always love you even to the ups and down we felt.

I saw how he your eyes always in a heart shaped whenever he walked in our way.

Always rambling about him to me.

But, how about me?

I look at you the way you look at him.

I always talk about you like the way you talk about me.

He is not available, then here comes me.

He is not able to go, here comes again me.

Makes me think, Am i like a rebound?

Whenever he doesn't go with you, then here come me entering the scene?

I don't know what he have that I don't.

I tried everything to be noticed by you.

But he always caught your attention.

Its pissing me off but i don't have the right to feel that way.

Cause I am your friend.

I tried distancing with you, to lessen the pain.

But you always bother me, why don't you just get it?

You're hurting me.

I want you to go away, cause the pain only get worse and worse.

I know its hard for the both of us to accept it but I don't want to hurt myself either.

The solution, I left my past, I left him.

-욘기 pov-

I don't understand why you left.

I don't understand why you just shut me out.

You didn't even let me listen to your problems.

Why would you leave me?

You hate broken promises but you are the one breaking them.

But don't worry, I will always be waiting for you.

They said you have feelings for me.

Didn't believe it but you left me a note.

민욘기, 내 사랑,

        - 사랑해 그리고 미안.

Min Yoongi, My love

        - I love you and sorry.

My mind is confused, as if a big question mark is on my head.

Does he love me?

The 'I thought he doesn't like me back.'
loves me back?

I wish you just said sooner.

I regretted that I decided to forgot my feelings for you.

Tried loving him but it was no use.

You're the only one.

I am sorry.

Please, come home.

I will always be waiting for you.

No matter how it takes.

Hoseok, I love you.

-end-

(so basically, one thought he was a second choice, one thought he doesn't love him back. One left, one stayed.)

I hope you kinda get the plot ㅜㅡㅜ
It was short since this is all what i can think of and what i can write to make up for all the patience you waited for me to update.

Don't worry, on long oneshot is on the way, hopefully I can finish it and I was hoping to edit the "Lie" since the outcome isn't really what i want it to be.

Hope you understand. :))))

Have a good day/night<3