sope oneshots

Things I love

(warning:angst)

-yoongi pov-

Where should I start about the things that I love about you?

I love your hair especially when it hit the wind making it sway flawlessly

I love it where you wear my clothes, hiding that tiny body of yours under my clothes

I love it when you call me names such as yoonie, yoongles, hyungie and much more

I love your voice that I couldn't get tired of it, hearing it again and again

I love it when you play with my hair while studying with you

I love it when you worry about me, reminding myself how much you love me and how much I love you

I love your smile that lights up my whole world, that heart shape smile that flutters my heart

I love it when you blush about me complementing about how pretty you are, you're always cute

I love it when I watch you dance, dancing as if its the end of the world. So beautiful as if you're swaying your emotions through

I love it when you send me love letters back then, I still read them again and again

I love it when you miss me even if I am just gone about 30 minutes

I love it when we're cuddling every night and sleeping tight, hugging you so close to me

I love your kisses

I love it that you're kind to not only me but everyone else

I love it when you dress up for even tho I said it all the time that you don't need to dress up for me, dress up for you

I love everything about you, everything i see always reminded me of you

I really love about you being happy and happy all the time, I don't like seeing you sad, I vowed to myself to keep you happy

Tears are not in your personality, so that's why I am now letting you go. I am happy when you are happy even if its someone else and not me. Just like I promised that I will keep you happy when I am not happy myself. Sacrificing my happiness so that you could be happy but I don't care as long as your smile keeps on your face then I am fine.

I still love you even you're resting in someone elses arms, hugging you tight like the way I used to hug you. I miss you, I wish we didn't fought. I regretted breaking up with you. But I have come to my senses that regretting everything will not bring you back in my life again. Like I said I am now letting you go as long as you're happy like when you're with me. Don't repeat the same mistakes we did with your current partner and I love you every seconds, minutes, and hours. Be happy hobi-yah

Sincerely,
Yoongi

His pillow was now coated with his tears, reading his past lover's letter to him. Its been weeks when yoongi's gone. His body is now buried 6 feet under. He spent his week crying in his room reading the letter everyday and night. Remembering their beautiful memories they made together that made him question, what did we do wrong? we are inseperable back then, what did we do wrong? But he's glad that yoongi is now sleeping peacefully than bearing the pain they cause to each other.

"Hobi-yah, please stop crying even though I am gone I am still guarding you above. You know how I dont like it when you are sad. Now be happy and forget me and if you don't I willbe sad too. So please stop crying and cherish the life you have. Don't waste it one me, Goodbye hobi I love you"

I heard him. I heard him.

I heard him and I saw him smiling in front of me. He doesn't want me to be sad and helping me wipe my tears.

"I love you too yoongi, I hope you're happy in there. If you want me to be happy then I will for you." I smiled but not force and not sad. Just my normal smile that he likes.

-3 years later-

It has been 3 years already and I am now doing great. Moving on wasn't easy but it was worth it. I may have remember him but not like years ago. Remembering him not to just cry about him but to remind myself that he's watching me and guarding me like he said years ago. It hurts but not like how it has years ago. I am slowly getting used to it and remebering good memories with him.

The bell rings as someone entered inside the cafe.

"Hi can I get an americano?"

"Yes sir, what's your name?"

"Yoongi, Min yoongi"

-the end-

(I am sorry about not updating for daysㅜㅜand btw this oneshot is directly, I did not have a draft about this one. I suddenly thought about the things I love and then updating about the oneshot. I don't reallt know why do I like the character dead XD. Even though its sudden, I can't believe it came out pretty well too. Now its 2:12 am, i am going to sleep, or not. Have a nice day!!)