Broken

Nashi

I held my mother tightly as best that I could while I let her weep into me. I felt her tears wetting on my shirt but I didnt care. I just wanted my mother to smile again and act like her normal self once more.

It broke me when my mom is sad. I seen her saddeness but never to this extend. Im guessing that she hide her true saddeness from me, in order to keep going forward in life. She did put on her brave face on just for me. Who knew that my mother was hiding her pain from me..

I felt tears in my eyes but I blinked them away and hide my face against my mother's large chest. She held me protectively as she sat down and we didnt say anything, but only showing our actions as reassurance. Her breasts was soft and smooth but also sufficating at the same time.

But I need to not show my mother how I feel right now. She has a lot as it is currently.

"Its okay honey. You can cry if you want..im okay" Mommy tells me softly rubbing my back as I broke down sobbing. I couldnt help it..my mom was in pain and she wasnt letting anyone share her own pain.

"Oh Nashi...my Nashi" she mumurred "I love you always" I sniffed.

"I love you too mommy" I mumbled as she kissed my forehead.

Hopefully everything can be okay from this point on.

There are some hope afterall.