Life sucks then you die right? I supposed I been hasty and all angsty. When you lose your love, a key of a certain celestial spirit, your world crumbles.
Well half crumbled seeing that we had a daughter to raise(well currently I do..). She was seven and she was happy go lucky. She was the only thing that kept me sanity because if I didn't have her, I would have snapped.
Luckily she was playing in her room while I was in the kitchen holding bleach. I did this once during at dare but I was told to never do it again as I have gotten really drunk off it supposedly.
I looked to make sure no was around and gulp it. Damn it was gross but somehow it was comforting for some reason. I quickly screwed the tap on and put it away.
I burped and I smiled in content. That felt so good despite that fact it wasn't good for you.
"Mama?" I spun around to see Nashi staring at me. My heart beating fast. How long was she there watching me?!
"Mama are you sad? You seem sad" I walked up to her before kneeling to face her properly. "Mommy ia doing wishful thinking thats all" I told her hugging her.
If she found out what I been doing, I am afraid that she would hate me now. She was my light to my darkness. If anything happens to her there was hell to pay. I am an overprotective mother afterall.
"Ooh okay" She smiles and I gave her a gently hug before letting go. I burped but I covered my mouth in shock.
I just burped in front of my child's face shit! Nashi begins to laugh "Oh mommy your too funny!" She giggled. I scooped her up and tickled her.
"Think mommy suffered enough?" I gave a pout and she still giggles "Well I show you funny!" Placing her on the sofa, I tickled her.
She gets tickled so easily "mommy stoppp" She whines and I laugh a grin stretch out my face. "I stopped" I did. She gave big deep breaths before settling against my chest.
"I love you mommy" She said and I felt my heart swell. I will never get tired of hearing it. Thats why I been devoting myself as a single mother until Nashi becomes a grown up herself.
Smiling and being teary eye(more than I would have liked) kissed her forehead.
" I love you too Nashi" I said quietly. The more she is unaware, the better for my own sakes.
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Broken
Fanfiction"Am I..broken?" The blonde ask with a desperate cry. I DONT own FT nor pictures! Mature Content/Language-Please read at your OWN risk as it contains substance abuse!
