No matter what happens, there will always be guilt inside of me. I hurt my daughter that I disappointed myself. I needed to be a better mother and good example but this wasnt it.
I knew it.
I hurt my daughter and I was a terrible mother. She needed her mommy but I wasnt there for her because I was too busy swallowing in self-pity.
Well not anymore..I wont hurt my daughter like I did ever again. I wont be unhappy all the time because I have a child to raise. She is the reason that I keep going, alongside Fairytail.
If I didnt have them, well my future wouldnt have gone far now would it?
"Mommy watch me" I looked as my daughter was dancing and singing a song at the same time. I smiled at her despite the guilt was eating me alive.
DONT FEEL GUILT BUT KEEP MOVING ON FOR HER SAKE I can hear myself speaking to myself and mentally I gave a nod.
I couldnt be stuck in the same pattern. I must not be unhappy because I have my light with me and fairytail supporting me at the same time.
"Good job honey" I spoke softly as I held her carelessly "Mama proud of you" I added making her smile big "Thanks mommy" she hugged me.
I gave a quiet sigh as I smooth her hair wordlessly.
I hope one day my entire guilt disappeared for good.
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Broken
Fanfiction"Am I..broken?" The blonde ask with a desperate cry. I DONT own FT nor pictures! Mature Content/Language-Please read at your OWN risk as it contains substance abuse!
