It's the year 2020.
Soulmates. Once you hear your soulmate's voice, the bond begins; it's cemented with touch. The caveat is that the voice has to be live, real-time, and in person. Easy, right? Once the bond is cemented, your eyes turn crystal blu...
Breaking News: After a couple of months, the World lets out the collective breath it was holding as the Coronavirus seems to be winding down.
Breaking News: BTS to hold news conference about new album and world tour.
SARAH POV
I caught the Map of the Soul: 7 news conference on the Internet. I didn't know that they do press conferences for new albums like this, but I guess it's normal for them? They really are the most amazing people on the planet. And Yoongi looked so dreamy. I'm so hopeless. These are people who don't know I exist. I think I would faint if I saw them face to face.
That said...
It's easy to justify falling in love with a celebrity, right? I mean, is it even really love? They are someone that you will never meet. And, even if you did meet them, it's not like "love at first sight" is a thing. But...it FEELS like love. I want everything for them. I hate seeing them sad. Their happiness in my happiness.
So, I'm going to admit it, I'm in love with Yoongi. I love all seven members, but I'm in love with Yoongi. How can this be, you ask? Honestly? I'm not sure. I take that back. I'm one hundred percent perfectly sure. He's so caring and thoughtful and funny. And who doesn't like a good cook? He's straightforward, if a bit blunt at times, and a realist. He works so hard for the team and the company and he absolutely loves what he does.
That's not to say I don't love my husband. Of course I do. We've been together forever and he is the absolute best partner I could've asked for. I think that maybe Yoongi reminds me of Jim. Not a day goes by that Jim doesn't make me laugh. He's a wonderful cook. He's always putting everyone ahead of himself. I often have to remind him that is perfectly ok to spend time doing something that he enjoys. He doesn't have to have chores lined up to do. But, he's the type of person who likes to be productive and doesn't like to sit idle. Again, like Yoongi seems to be.
And yet, I find myself seeking out Yoongi. Pictures, videos, TV shows, VLives. I just want to hear his deep sexy voice. I want to pretend that he's talking to me and me alone.
Is this normal? Am I just trying to escape my life? Maybe. Sometimes I wonder if that is it. Life can be monotonous, but that can be a good thing. I don't like surprises. I like to know what's coming.
And then there are the coincidences. It's GOT to be a coincidence that Yoongi answered my Weverse post and posted selcas when he did, right? Because there is NO WAY that there is any other explanation. Because that would be crazy. I think I am officially moving into Delulu land. I can't stop thinking about it.
Speaking of which, maybe it's time to find some new fanfic. I need to get my y/n BTS fix. And, I'm sure Jim will help me get some intimate time later when I'm all horned up from reading. He won't know why I'm horned up, but that's ok, he gets to reap the rewards.
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