things i wish to say

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Dear Father,

Your voice wakes me up my heart beating rapidly you scream at you're wife you say you do it because you love her you make yourself the victim and blame us for the way you react, you bring sadness in peoples heart you can't ever stop bringing sadness into this family your words make me feel disgusted you bring me here and i watch you scream at each other i just want you to stop i was only 11. you truly disgust me you make me feel shame you being such bad habits and i turn like you i scream and i scream i break things i go crazy i rip my hair out i don't want to be like you, you bring the worst into people yet you are still my father i will forever hate you as much as i love you.