Why do I love you

4

Mori told me to go out and trigger the target if nobody would come I was allowed to kill it I didn't knew much about the target tho wich  should have already been a red flag but I was way to naive. I knew how he looked his intrests his Name and nothing more Mori told me I could finish him off without any problem. I didn't really care to know more if Mori was sure I could do it then I would belife it next mistake never belive the old smug ever . I still went to the place I was told to go in cloths Mori gave me I should wait there until he came. I waited for like an hour until I spotted him. I started what Mori told me to do to flirt wich I regreted later on. It came so far that me and my target went to go and eat dinner we had a small talk with pretty disgusting flirting sesions in it. After the dinner he asked me if I wanted to go and get Ice cream with him to witch I agreed already feeling disgusted. "sooo I think you like stuff thats as sweet as you are~" he said. His flirting attampts where worse then everything I have heard in my life but I put on a fake "Ahaha your so sweet how did I find someone as handsome as you~" I was so disgusted from my words and his "Oh my~I think it was fate my Angel~" He said "Hmm but I can't find a hot flavour I guess they sadly don't have a flavour that fits you~" I could have puked right there even my grandma wich doesn't excict could have flirted better. "hm thats allright~ You can be my snack~" he said *no thanks* I thought "well what are your hobbys mr~" I asked "I like to play golf what about my small hottie~" *ughhh disgusting and rude I am not SMALL!* I thought angry "Ohh what a genel man you are~" i said as he gave me my ice cream "Oh and I love to play chess" I lied I knew Chess was also a thing he liked to do "Ohh my~ I have found an Angel clearly I have to be in heaven ~ I love chess. What is your favourit position~?" he asked *UGHHH this is so disgusting I hate it how bad can somebody be at flirting* "Heh what a dirty mind you have I may have to disapoint you here  I real-" I was stopped from him grabing my arm he was dragging me in some wierd ally he was holding so tight it was pretty painfull aktually it was so painfull that I let my ice cream fall. He pinned me against the next wall "Disapoint me? No I get what I want always." he looked at me. "There really is no point in running because you can't my dear~" he said "What why?!" I was a bit confused "Let me tell you something I am an abilty user who can create rooms this allyway looks all empty for the other people they wont hear or see you nor can you leave it" he said *Ohh shit what did I get myself into and why did Mori that asshole tell me I could finish him off easly when that clearly wasn't the case!* "Soo why don't we have some fun~" he said "Get the fuck away!" I said using my ability just to find out it was pretty useless "Impressive but In this place is nothing no time no greavity nothing so your clearly domed" he said with a disguting smile "well except your super strong witch I can see your not in a good condition" wich sadly was right all the walking and missing sleep was now getting to me I closed my eyes wanting to accept anything that would happen next when I heard the voice again "Hmm its not very nice to force people to do stuff~ More important for people who are as ugly as you are~" I didn't open my eyes I didn't want to " H-how No fine then my cutie has to wait I have to kill this brat first" "ohh really go for it then~" I culd hear the voice "W-why are people watching my ability! It's not working!" as I heard that I kept my eyes closed but ran out of the ally way as fast as I could. * I will never trust Mori like that again never!*I thought still running. After some time I opened my eyes. I texted Tachihara that I would go home early.  Tachiharas apartment was luckyly not so far away I really was tired Ifelt like colapsing right on the street. "CHUUYA!" I fet a sharp pain on my face "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!?" I slolwly opened my eyes "thanks god your awake" it was Tachihara *Huh wha't in wasn't I just walking home?!* i thought "You look like a damn corpse you okay?" he asked "Hmm I don't know I am feeling fine but I don't remember reaching your place I swear I was just still in the city!" I said "It's strange because the door was still looked when I came here but the window was open when I came and you clearly had someone take care of you because there you are all coverd up with blankets and a cup of tea next to you also some stuff was moved and you can see that the person clearly didn't know where the stuff was " I looked at him "Are you trying to tell me somebody broke into your house to take care of me?!" I was shoked "I guess so" tachihara said "but lets think positive they don't hav bad intentions soo let's just pretend this never happend except " His tone and aura got dark and serious in an instand " Chuuya you fucking fainted in the middle off the city you are mabey not so known out there but there are still people who know you and will not hasetate to kill you" he said "please rest or stop working Chuuya" "STOP WORKING HELL NO AND I WAS JUST TIRED AND THE MISSION AND THEN THE VOICE OR MABEY DAZAI WAS THERE AGAIN AND I JUST RAN AGAIN NOT LOOKING AND ALMOST EVERYTHING WENT WRONG BECAUSE I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO TRUST MORI WITH EVERY THING THAT BASTERD I  AM SURLY GOING TO HAVE A TALK WITH HIM !!!" I yelled Tachihara just looked shoked "I am sorry Chuuya please calm down tell me what happened don't miss a single thing and here" h e looked at me as he gave me the cup of tea it was still hot I now felt pretty guilty I let it out on tachihara even tho he didn't do anything except to worry about me "no tachihara I'm sorry I was acting like a damn spoiled brat" I said "Chuuya no it just was to much for you and got to you its fine I have that sometimes too yk" He looked so worried "yeah I guess but I am still sorry tho" I Said "Its fine now please Tell me everything that happend today.." and so I did and everything Not Missing a deatile I started from the Talk with Mori Till the last second I can remember. I could See tachiharas face go from worry to angry. "This b*tch is so dead I Tell you!'' He Said to calm way to calm. "It's okay tachihara I will Talk with him tomorrow", I said "Mhp fine" He still looked Mad. "Is there anything I should Not say tachihara?" I asked I knew I shouldn't tell Mori that I fainted and sombody broke into tachiharas place. "Well ofcourse the last part but the Rest sounds fine to me mabey Not Tell him that you where about to give up." He awnsered as excpekted "But I think we all now this must be dazai as much as he said he hated you we all know that wasn't true ohh yeah and mabey the 'this person' can remove other abilitys I think it's better for him to Not think it's dazai in anyway possible for His and more importent your safety chuuya" He looked pretty serious. I agreed, my Tea was now finished too and I decided to write into a daiary from now on Just for fun mabey it could help me to get a better sleep after writing about what happend. I mean I felt much better after being abel to talk with tachihara about it so.
Later as I went to the toilett I looked into a mirorr, God was I pale Tachihara was right I did look Like a dead person I am Sure he must have been in real panick when He saw me Like that in the Couch Not waking Up emediandly and looking like I am a corps I mean I Had huge eyebags and was as pale as a dead man but I didn't feel tired nor sick so I was totally fine with doing Work. Soon I took a shower and then tachihara Made Dinner after we ate I would go to watch TV or something then I started to weite into the daiary:

Dear Diary,
I am starting this on the 4/12. I wanted to write about stuff that happend the past Few dass and today its been almost a week since I recognized that I have the hanihaki desisise at First I felt teribble but now I actually don't Care I want to enjoy the Rest off the time I have I mean it duh is annoying and exausting to cough all the blood and flowers randomly but I found a pretty good excuse to Tell my Friends. I Sure feel terrible lying to them all the time but I think it's for the best. The Person who IS the reason for my desisise is No other than that stupid mackerel! Could you belive it I Always told my self how much I hated him but in real I was in love with that mainiack. Well this is what happend the past days.....

Your Chuuya.

With that I closed the book and let Out a big sigh it felt like some on took all my burden from my shoulders it was now past Midnight and I actually slowly was getting tired. So I went to Put the cloths from the day to the laundry when I felt something in one Off the Back pockets of the trousers I wore. It elt like *A note? I didn't remember putting one in there * I slowly got the peace of paper out of the pocket it was folded wivh was strange but thats when it hit me *What if this is from the person I think it is from*. It took me ten minutes until I got the gut to open it atleast I thought because when I held it loose somthing fell out. "WHAT IN THE FUCKING TACHIHARA!!" I yelled as loud as I could it didn't take him one minute till he rushed through the door "CHUUYA YOU OKAY?!" he yelled worried. I had let the Note fall on the ground too. "Tachihara I don't wanna look!" I said he looked confused until he saw the Note "do you-?" he wanted to ask wich I inturrupted with a "yes.." he sight as he now entered the room he gave me short hug "let's look together okay" he said. " yeah thanks man "

(okay guys this is part 4 already its fun to write the stories I must say I love and hate this ending to be honest but I like the Chapter tho it was so much fun to write I hope it also was as much fun to read please don't mind mistakes. well see you(:                       ca. 1990 Words)