Why do I love you

8

It was getting rather late so Kōyō wanted to get going I kindly brought her to the door to say good bye but when we opened the door we were both shooked to see a small Box right in front of Kōyōs feet a Note was attached to it. Kōyō slowly looked down and grabed it we all thought it was for the better to Open it inside not half outside. Kōyō decided to stay Just a little bit longer to see what was with this note and Box she carefully gave me the box and we sat down Anee-san and Tachihara on one Side and me in the other side. I unfolded the rather old looking papaer. And slowly have it a short Look to see the length of it and started to read Out loudly cause from the handwriting I could clearly see it was Dazais:

"Hello My fellow Friends or not so Friends (; (please say it) I am very touched to not be slayed yet nor dead in the next allyway like the wierdos but I mean when you dress this slutty hmm it's not that all suprising my dear dog may Not HAve MUCH BRAIN BUT HE GOT THE LOOKS! "bastered" but I really hate to Share (: But yeah ohhh and Chuuuuuyaaaa~ Did you Go to a doctor yet~ or do I have to bring my dog to the vet. Your such an troublsome pet you knew that so I got you a little present~ For my dog matching your outfit better and this Last Part is Just for Kōyō alrighty~ so please be a good dog and give it her thank you~ "

I looked at the end there was a paper covering the Text so i was nice enough to give it to Kōyō not like I had a really huge choise since I read it out loud and Kōyō was litarly doing anything to get this. So I have it to her. And watched as she read it.

Kōyōs Pov:                                Just for a second 'Hello~ you probably know I am Just here to kindly ruin your day and to kindly say Chuuyas in good care~ Well to get to the Point there are a few things I would love you to know:
1. Just Loving Chuuyas Ass in thoses jeans not gona lie
2. I want to Grab it
3. I can litarly watch him change~ mir Like could because He wierdly only does it in the bathroom so I can't See
4. Mori has looked at Chuuyas as the day He fainted as he left
5. Chuuya Always Runs to the toilett covering His mouth looking madly scared could you check that
6.I left tea at your Apartment mit Like smugeled it in  through one of your maids(;
7. Have a nice day
8. Bye
9. Wished I could See your face right now
10. Yeah bye~

Back to Chuuya:
I watched her but she was scaning the paper her eyes got litarly dead Like you could see she would kill dazai right there If she could do her aura got very dark to it was scary but in the other Hand  it made me curious I wanted to know what dazai wrote but I guess we'll never know because she took the Letter and kindly Made ripeded it apart with her ability it looked Like sand. "You okay Kōyō what did He write?" I asked (Tachihara already went to bed after chuuyas part) her Aura changed Back to nornal emediandly "Oh nothing you have to worry about, you know dazai Just Likes to mess with me" The awnser seemed fine with me it was the truth after all. "Ohh and Chuuya before I go never Stop changing in the bathroom please" "Uhh okay?". That kinda was wierd but meh I then finally kindly said good bye and went to my room to get the things I wanted to Change into and did so. When I left the bathroom I Just checked in tachihara for a minute he was already asleep so I turned of the lights He left on and slowly closed the door. Tachihara probably Had a pretty tough day after what happend on his mission I kinda felt bad but he did what he could do to protect the Most of them. I know many of my men really Look up to me and with that I don't mean IT like i am full od my self it is probably that I treat them difrently than the executive before because I think you Need to treat all you're people with respect No matter the ranc and if they mess up once or twice god they are human everyone makes mistakes and I think thats why may of my men like me as thier leader. Well when I finally snaped out of my thoughts I went to my room on my desk was my diary and the Box from dazai wich I didn't open yet but I had already a hint of what it could be. I sat down and took the box and opened it. A dog collar really?! I thought cause dazai already giftet me a chocker on the day I lost to him in the arcade. The only thing He said about it was 'I don't want other people to steal my presious dog' so this wasn't that all suprising. At least he doesn't giftet me a tail or some shit and if I was honest I liked it. I stod up from my chair and walked over to the mirror and put it on. Damn I looked fine. I wasn't wearing it because dazai wanted me to no I wore it because I wanted to. I also next time I see that bastert gonna tell him I am not his shitty dog nor his chu or anything JUST CHUUYA for gods sake. If I get to meet that bastard again. I gave my self one last look in the mirror and went to write into my diary what happened, lastly I heard a loud thod so I decided to check up on tachihara one last time, jut to see that he has fallen of his bed. I slaped my hand in my face and carefully put him back to bed I was so gonna make fun of him tomorrow but now I was tiered and wanted to sleep and so I then finally did in my cloths I was to tiered to change. 

When I woke up next morning tachihara was standing infront of me he looked rather scared. "Tachihara you okay?" I asked his expresion was starting to worry the shit out of me. "You are awake thanks god you made the stuff around you flote for hours and wouldn't wake up so I gave up I wrote Mori that we'll be late but I didn't know if this could harm you!" he gave me a hug I started to look around Indeed the whole room was a mess "You feel from the bed !" I said, smirking, trying to change the subjekt  "HUH ME?! NEVER!" he said I laught "yes you did!" "hmp-!" he turned his head away annoyed and embarresed. "But I can see Chuuya you are just trying to change the subjekt. Does that harm you did it happen before how do you fell right now?" he  sounded worried I sigh "Uhmm well this isn't the first time but don't worry this isn't causing me any harm I just feel like I didn't had any fucking sleep. It is caused by my dreams but it rearly happens" I awnsered. "hmm okay thats good but then I want you to rest and don't go to work" tachihara said "HUH- No IT-"  "No buts Chuuya I donn't wanna see your fucking face at work today " he sounded pretty cold hearted right now it gave me some chills. I nicked "fine god no need to put on such an act geez" I let out "want a coffe?" Tachihara said just ignoring what I just said. "sure " I wasn't complaining tho because I already felt that this day was going to be misarable and I would soon see why. Tachihara already went down stairs after I earned one smack on the before he left for sleeping in cloths. I was very lazy and tired from all the events so I just changed into a baggy cloths and went to tachihara downstairs but as smart as I am I new I wouldn't want to go upstairs again so I took my blanket with me so I could sleep on the couch later. As I laid the blanket down on the couch tachihara yelled that my coffe was finished I hurried to the kitchen and kinda rudly grabed the coffe off his grip "Woah Woah slow down no need to be so harsh you know" "sorry but I really need that coffeain N O W" I drank that acoffe in the matter of seconds burning my whole mouth but it was worth it so I thought before eethe pain started. "WOAH SLOW DOWN YOU'LL BURN YOURSELF!!" Tachihara yelled. I then drank something ice cold atfter to make the coming pain as flewed as possibele. Tachihara just let out a sigh as he left and I went to lay down trying to sleep but I failed terrible since my stomache kinda didn't like the temperture mix of my drinks and I got a really terrible stomacheache and pain from burning my mmouth but no that wasn't enough no I felt a pantel coming up nonono "NO!" I yelled out this was going to  be a   g r e a t    day. Not. I rused over to the toilette caughing the life out of me for at least one our I was so exausted I fell asleep blod covered in the baathroom next to the toilette. when I woke up i looked at my phone Mori was calling!! I picked up and cracked a shacky "HelLO" I sounded rediciulous "Oh my Chuuya you sound terrible you alright there or should I sent-" Oh nonono "NopE I am totally fIneE" My voice was so fucking shaking and cracking. "You know that doesn't sound really convincing" Mori said "No but thanks for the ConsUrne I just bUrned my MouTh" I lied hoping it would cover me "How clumsy you are today Chuuya but well I asume you are not coming today?" Now it hit me I forgot to excuse myself. "OhhHH I Am so sOrry Yeah.. " I said I never forgot it "It is alright well rest a bit camille will help a bit with your pain and voie my dear chuuya it would be a pain to not hear your voice tomorrow" Mori said it sounded rather wierd but okay "Thanks" I got out normaly "well see you tomorrow " T'then I heared him hang up. I looked into the mirror I looked terrible I could see my death in my fucking eyes I had totally forgoten that my life was now ticking to be ended soon enough. All because of that bastard but I was confused I was always scareds of the idea dying but now I didn't really care why bother when I could enjoy the time i have- Heh back to the toilett I ran trowing up more blood I noticed there was more blood than flower pattels latly but even though the feeling of thorns being stuck in your lungs got wose. But I couldn't really focuse I was more worried of when I was finally gona stop throwing up the blood cause it was more painfull than ever cause my mouth was burned from the coffe at first I really didn't mind the pain but I was caughing and throwing up for I think two hours now and it was getting on my nerves I was tired and exausted from the pain, caughing and incedent from tonight when I heared a knock. OH SHOT!......

(Haiiii~ I hope you enjoied it so far thanks for reading and OMG sorry for not posting for so long        ca. 2000 words)