𝙴𝚞𝚙𝚑𝗈𝚛𝚒𝚊∙ |𝘚𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘶𝘴 𝖡. Vs. 𝘚𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘶𝘴 𝖲. X OC|

21

In the forth day , Narcissa went out for a wallk at the end of a nice sunny day for some fresh air in the small peaceful village. She noticed Severus visiting the pub , some old fashioned pub with with a sign " Victory Flacon " written in it , she smelled some coffee smell too .. and there was a coffee shop with a young girl who is working .. she visited the café and sat there for a coffee..
" One cappuccino please " the waitress nodded and accepted the money ,
She enjoyed the view of the small lake , wondering where is she and how did Severus managed to find the place? It will be the weirdest thing in life to ask anyone where is she , thoughts she would look like a mad person.
While she was sipping her coffee , she noticed a drunk man wearing a torn clothes .. running from the pub , he was coming closer to the café and hitting people here and there, Narcissa exchanged looks with the waitress as she was ready for his break out .

" he does this everyday, lost his wife few months ago poor old man"
But he broke into the café and faced Narcissa, she was disgusted by his awful smell , " does it hurt love? Fallin' down from heavens?"
Severus went out of the pub and he saw Narcissa in the opposite coffee shop, sticking to the wall afraid of a man who-was touching her face,
He touched her face and she moved back immediately, and hit him with the cup, and how unlucky he were , because Severus wrath joined the fight and started to hit the man on his face , like a real revenge.
He stuck him in the wall and smashed his head with all the power he have in the world.
The drunk man escaped, and Severus turned at Narcissa , narrow his eyes , the words were locked inside his chest , unable to express any bit of his feelings , and hissed :

" this is how it feels " and left the place .

Narcissa side :
I finally got it ! He jealous, and the day I left with Sirius , somehow he knows what we did .. I felt a load of effort because I have to explain to him why I did this.
I followed him home , he was in the kitchen cleaning his hands .. I came closer to him and wrapped his hands with bandages.
He was exhausted, he laid back in the chair and didn't resist my help at all.
I made some coffee , and gave him a cup , and then I started :
" I don't know how you knew, but I had to do it , our ministry bonding was not activated "
He looked at me with hateful eyes : " You left me behind while I was waiting for you "
" I was drunk! And I forgot about everything! I am sorry ! Why you are doing this to me like I am some sort of person who does this everyday? I never forget about you "
His dark eyes crossed my soul and memories, one after one .. he knew I was telling the true ..
" when this war over we will be together, you wont be going anywhere els " he ruffled the towel into the sink,
I laid back on his chest , and said " I won't wait until all of this over, I want to be with you now and here .. I am so sorry Severus "
He smiled , kissed my head , he couldn't remember when the last time someone apologized for him.. he hugged me and closed his eyes.

Author side :
A quite evening it was at the Black manor . It was the order of the Phoenix meeting , Severus managed to attend with Narcissa.. a good chance for her to see her friends.
" Cissy! " they screamed and all of them went to hug her , Harry, Ron and Hermione and Ginny ..
" let my wife breath " Sirius joked, and they went away from, her ran to her and hug her too " we were dead worried about you! But Albus told us you are with Severus, is he giving you hard times? "
" I worried more, no actually it was me who was giving him hell of a times "
She chuckled
Severu was already in the meetings room, he doesn't want to see her in their company..make him fume like a tea pot.

Narcissa side :
Sirius took his place at the table head, I forgot how handsome he is , this time he have a small scar in his cheek , and his hands are injured too.. he lighted a cigarette, stared at the attendees.. Me , Harry , Ron, Bill , Severus, The Lupins , Other order members and started:
" It was a good performance at the astronomy tower , however I suggest we increase our spying resources, because the surprise was really unpleasant "
" we did well too in Diagon alley! That was a nasty surprise that was."
Bill said while pouring himself a Brandy.
" Diagon alley was something els , son.. there was no students and the ministry aurors already evacuated most of the people there.. Hogwarts is a school "
Snape interrupted : " I assure you Padfot , I played my spying role very well the past years , I will not risk and allow any dunderhead to participate with death eaters "
Severus wasn't fancying the idea of adding a new spying member, he knew all the dark lord followers very well.
" you played your part very well indeed thats why we woke up finding a in security
hole in Hogwarts that let the filthy death eaters break into it ! " Sirius Rised his tone.
" You knew very well where I were and why ! "
" Ok guys STOP! " I shouted
They did shut up, and both of them sighed and realized they were acting like kids.
" Professor, I think we need extra person who will manage to spy whereas you do the extra .. erm .. responsibilities" I said to Snape
Snape rised his brow and with full confidence said : " point at someone "
He was sure that no one will gain Voldemort trust but him, he was beyond sure.
Alastor moody Showed a pack of potions , he opened the chest and showed a pieces of hairs , and broken nails , and some skin cuts he collected after the last attack.
" Polyjuice potion " He announced,
" thats suicide " Snape said immediately
" you are worried that someone will steal the lights from you " Sirius said with grin
" the dark lord isn't a fool! Anyone who do this must be a legilemns and occulemns master , we only pray he will survive the dark lord speech out there ! "
Snape rosed from the table dramatically crossed his way to the gates to leave , as a sign of rejection, the only sign Sirius respect and never make a decision without the whole order approval.
Madeye stared at him while leaving, the whole table was completely silent due the eeriness he make when he is angry.. except for Sirius who was still smoking like nothing happened at all.
" he is going to Albus, he will persuade him " Madeye cane hit the floor as he rosed and followed Severus to the gates.
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After everyone dismissed I went for a small walk in the courtyard, the elves closed all the lights.. all the stars were visible, sprinkles the dark sky , and I could smell the magical herbs all over the place , I was thinking of whats coming , Sirius came to me in Animagus form and he played with my hair , and licked my face ..
" Padfot , what is it " , he stood up and played with his paws, and then laid on his back.
" you want a cuddle ? " I asked
He then move closer to me and hugged me , I fell on the floor due his heavy weight as a dog.. I chuckled and showed some treats I usually keep in my pockets for my cat.
" there , you miss the fun aren't you?" I throw the treat stick up in the air and he jumped so high to grab it.
He accepted the treats , and then he turned back to his man form ..
He laid next to me in the grass , and sighed heavily,
" Yes , love .. I miss all the fun really "
" hard times " I said while looking at the sky, he hold my hands .
" hmmm " he nodded " .. so , how have you been ?
I pressed his hands more , and my eyes were still in the sky
" quite well , in that cottage "
A comfortable silence hit between us for a seconds , he then said ,

" I miss playing with my broom with Harry , and read my favorite books .. I miss my workplace when there was no emergency status that cut off our break time , you know I do prank so much there although I am still a manager" he chuckled

" I like this in you , your soul is young Sirius "

He squeezed my hand more, and I could sense that he smiled , even without lookin
" What do you do for fun , Cissy? I wasn't polite enough to ask you this question even once during our days together
" I play the piano , I sing too .. "
" I wish I could see this emotional side of you , Gryffindor harsh lioness "
" is that a flirt?"
He chuckled, " I consider it a sexy flirt
" hmmmm " we sighed together.
I could feel how fun the atmosphere was , I returned to some young corner in my soul , a corner where I am enjoying! Where there is laughing, running , music.

" Sirius "

" yes" he hissed quitely

" the sky reminds me of you , did I told you that before? "

He was silent, waiting for me to tell more..

" its deep dark, and the glamour shiny stars remind me of the twinkle of excitement towards life that reminds me of you .. "

"You ignited it , Cissy .. this wasn't me who rot in Azkaban where most of my happy past life was erased "
I froze because of that phrase, I don't deserve those feelings! I love Severus! I am planning on being with him forever! No , No I don't want to stuck between them !

" I am glad that I have a great influence, you too inspire me Sirius , I feel so much joy with you " .. I said it with normal tone, trying to normalize things.
He smiled, and we gazed at the sky for a few minutes , I decided to leave because it was becoming awkward.. I was afraid of any developments.
" I have to go now "

He rosed and gently raised my chin , he kissed me softly , and then it became deeper..
" Don't be late for next meeting " He whispered, while his eyes were charming me , like a magnet.
I was calm , I walked away slowly while still holding his hands.. and then to the floo place.
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The flames transported me to Dumbeldore office , where I saw the headmaster and Severus are arguing. They stopped when I arrived.
" Professor Dumbeldore, Professor Snape .. I am ready to go now "
I informed them, they nodded and I left to Snape's office to wait for him.
We finally arrived to the cottage in the muggles village, he was still a little bit angry after the meeting so I know how to calm him down.
After we both changed to pajamas , he relaxed in his usual sofa and kissed me before reading the night prophet.. I came from behind , and rolled my arms around his neck , and relaxed my body around his hard core, I wandlessly closed the lights and let the table lamp open , He sighed , relaxing..
I started to massag his back , and his neck .. he let out a little groan ,
" ugh , you know how to comfort me " he said
" just like you do " I said , and I moved my hands to his hair , he laid on my lap , I felt like I am loving him.. properly.. we weren't kissing , or cuddling .. but we were synchronized together, in a comfortable silence, I admired how handsome he is in my eyes, I loved him .. deeply , deeper than his eyes.. than his secrets ..
After I massaged his head , I sang a calm old song, he was smiling as the words of this song is describing how we feel .. how this energy between us is flowing..
We went to bed , He embraced me into his chest ..
I wish I could freeze this moment forever to see him and to catch every little detail about his features ..
His dark silky hair , his masculine face, his strong gestures..his soothing voice that drawn me into a deep atmosphere of lust , longing and needing him every time I hear him , everytime He calls my name .. I long for him even more.
His eyes , how he is everything to me .. I wish I could stop this second.. of my euphoric feelings, and capture this moment forever.