The shadow princess (the 100 fanfiction)

Chapter 8

        I woke up the next morning ready to face what ever Clarke has to say to me. Who am I kidding? I'm not ready not after what she did to me. I started thinking that my mom maring Ravens dad was a mistake, but I would never tell her that. It would hurt her to much.

I hurired someone knock on my door. I was about to yell come in but Raven was all ready in my room. "Get up you lazy ass the bus will be here any minute." I rolled my eyes and signed, "OK OK Let me get dressed." she walked out my room and didn't shut the door behind her, knowing I hate my door being open.

I got up and looked in my closet for something nice, knowing we had a family dinner planed with Finns parents. I found a blood  red  knee length dress,and red heels. I shrugged at the dress, I'm not the kind of girl who wears dressy stuff, but I was doing this for my family. I lay ed it out on my bed and folded it and put it in my gym bag. I put on a black sweater and blue leggings,and converse.

I ran downstairs and seen that the bus just got here. I tagged along with Raven and got on the bus. Raven turned to me when we got on the bus and said, "Do you want to set with me this time?" I smirked at her and said,"Why your boyfriend not coming to school today?" She shrugged and said, "No he is coming I just want us to start over you know be friends." I smiled at her and nodded yeah. I sat  next to her and said, " Thanks Raven this means allot." She smiled.

Just then Finn walked onto the bus. He walked over to us and looked down at me confused. He walked in fount  of us and turned around to face us. He signed and said, "Why is she in my seat?" I rolled my eyes and said, "And why are you talking like im not here just ask me." Raven snapped," I told her she can seat here is that ok with you?" He put his hair behind his ear and said,"Not that's not ok can I please have my seat back?" I signed and looked over to Raven and said, "Its OK we can talk later." She nodded her head.

I got up and sat acrose from them. I really started to think Finn liked me  but he didnt, I was not that jelouse of them any more, I had bellamy.Just them Bellamy and Octavia  came on the bus. Octavia smiled at me and sat behind Finn and Raven. Bellamy sat next to her. I turned to him and said,"Bell if you sit next to me Clarke wont try and talk to me." He smirked and said," I think you and Clarke should talk." I signed and turned to look out the window. Jasper and Clarke come on the Bus, right after I finished talking to Bellamy.

Clarke ran over to me and sat next to me. But I didnt bother looking at her. She signed and said, "Will, you have all the right to not talk to me, just hear me out." I didnt look at her I just tapped on Jasper's should and said, "Hey Jasper, hows it going?" Jasper turned around and said,"It would be better if you talked to Clarke." I raised an eyebrow and said,"Are you taking her side Jordan?" He turned back to me and said, "No just hear her out please I'm begging you, I cant have my two best friends fighting."

I turned to Clarke and said," What?" She smiled a little and said,"Look i'm sorry for slaping you and telling you to fuck of, That was a mistake, I did mean everything a said about Bellamy but All Im saying is be carefull who you date they can really hurt you." I smiled at her and said,"Thank you for trying to protect me, just if you wanted Bellamy why didnt you tell me,or date him before I did?" 

She turned to Bellamy and back to me,"I just thought he was going to hurt me,Willow Im going to tell you somthing I never told any one but Jasper and my mom , I was raped before, I never had a boyfriend since. Your a nice girl,I dont want what happend to me to happen to you, just be carefull ok?" My eyes got wide and said, "I, oh my god Clarke why am I the only we who knows this, tell someone about it."

She crosed her arms and said, "It happend when I was 12 Willow Im starting to get passed it, just forgive me?" I sign and said, "Of couse Clarke, I forgive you, Hey its ok." i hugged her tight and I started to cry becaose she was crying. I could not stand somthing like this happening to my friend like this.