Youtuber Love~part 1

Zalfie visit Jaspar

Authors note: sorry if the story is getting confusing

Caspar's POV:
Joe got home late last night...I think he is a bit embarrassed. WAIT! How could he be the embarrassed one! I was the one that tried to express my feelings to Joe when I got rejected! I'm soo stupid!!!
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It turned morning and I woke up still half asleep though! I noticed I had a message from Zoe saying her and Alfie were on their way over. NO! I mean, they are great, but I want to be alone right now and cry in self pity. But I knew I couldn't stop them coming over now. DAMN! FOR FUCK SAKE! CAN'T I JUST BE LEFT ALONE?!?
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Joe's POV:
Zalfie arrived! "Hey!" I said. Zoe said hi and asked where Caspar was. I tried to shout up to him. "Caspar!" No answer. "CASPAR" Still no answer. I decided to go and check his room. Caspar was laying in his bed crying. His eyes red and swollen from crying and his pillow drenched with tears. I can't believe this is what I did to my best friend. FUCK YOU JOE, YOU ALWAYS FUCK UP!"

"Go away please Joe" he sobbed
"I...i'm sorry..."
He cut me off half way and shouted
"I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO PISS OFF! WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE!!" As he threw a pillow at me.

I had never seen Caspar like this. Tears began to build up in my eyes and I ran. As fast as I could. To be honest, I was scared. Zoe caught me half way down the stairs.
"Joe. Calm down...what happened?!?"
"Cas, he hates me. I told you he would hate me. what have I done? I have lost my best friend."
"Joe stop with the questions! what happened?"
"He screamed at me, he scared me Zo. I have never seen him like that."
With that I ran back to my room.
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I needed to leave. I couldn't stay here anymore. What had happened. I'm gonna call Natalie and find out when we are doing that date then afterwards I need to find somewhere to go...
Me: Hey Nat, when are we going on our "Date"
Nat: I'm free tonight.
Me: do you wanna catch a movie xx
Nat: yeah sure.
Me: will pick you up in an hour.

So that was that. Today was the day I moved out. I packed my suitcase and wrote a note. it said:
"Dear Caspar.
I am sorry for the pain I caused you. I'm sorry we can't be together. By the time you have read this note. I will be gone. I have moved out because I can't see you go through this. I love you Caspar. Friends? I'm sorry I can't live like this anymore. I know it's only been a day but as I said I feel too awkward.
Thanks for everything Cas xx"

I left the note on the kitchen Worksop and made my way to Nats. Goodbye Caspar... I'm gonna miss you 😭

Authors note: I almost cried writing this...