After Tommy put the dish away, he went on his way to his room so he could go purge again. But just when he was in one of the many halls of this huge mansion he met the chocolate brown eyes of Wilbur Soot Minecraft. "H-Hey man, I'm s-sorry for t-the c-clothes.. Don't h-hurt m-me, p-please?" I say squeezing my eyes shut and putting my arms in front of my face for protection.
Wilbur looked absolutely shocked at the boy. He wasn't okay, he wasn't fucking okay. He tought Wilbur would beat him because THE BRUNETTE HIMSELF bought Tommy clothes. Wilbur could feel absolute rage filled in him, his paper said he has had other foster homes before. What the fuck did his other foster homes do?!
Wilbur looked absolutely furious and Tommy saw that, but the poor golden blonde tought it was because of him. He slowly backed away hoping that the older didn't notice. He flinched and stopped when he heard the musician say. "Tommy, what the fuck did they do to you?" He knew it, he knew it. His niceness was fake all along. But what did he mean with that?
"W-what d-do y-you m-mean...?" He sutterly spoke bearly above a whisper. "You know exactly what I mean." Wilbur said sounding angry. Not at the boy of course but how would Tommy know that? The poor kid has been trough so much.
Tommy quietly tried to get out of the hallway untill he hear Wilbur scream. "Tommy!" He said turning his head to the golden blonde boy.
Tommy flinched at how loud and angry his tone sounded and he fell over his own feet as he tried to run away.
He crawled into the corner of the walls and this time he didn't plead for mercy. Because he knew that it wouldn't help anyways. He squeezed his eyes shut so hard that they begon to hurt and he held his arms right before his head that was pointing at the ground, muttering quiet sorry's.
Wilbur just realized what he had done and ran to the younger, making him hardly flinch. He pulled the trembling boy into his embrace, he could feel the boy flinch even harder this time.
He also felt...
Really thin, way too thin.
"I-I'm so sorry, Toms. I really didn't mean to scare you like that, I'm not mad at you, okay?" The older said. It took Tommy a while to realize what was happening. Wilbur was.. hugging him? And he apologized. Why would he apologize? It was probally a trick- But, he felt so safe and warm in the hug.. Even if it may be a trick he'll enjoy the hug while he can, before everything will start getting worse.
Wilbur gave the younger a sad smile when he saw that the boy wasn't trying to get out his grip and pleased for mercy, like he did when he was in Techno's arms.
"Let's go to the living room, okay?" Wilbur said in a soft tone. The younger hesitantly nodded his head before following him to the living room. It was only Tommy's second day here and he already fucked up so much.
While the cow lover quietly followed the guitarist they finally made it to one of their many living rooms, Phil and Techno where already sitting there.
"I-I have to go to the bathroom" Tommy said rushing out of the room before he could even get any responses. He shouldn't have done that but he could feel that they where gonna confront him. He ran to the nearest bathroom and locked the door. Shit, he also made lots of noice now. But he was safe with the locked door, for now. If Techno doesn't come at least because he's so fucking strong that he can legit kick a damn door in like it's nothing.
He slowly walked over to the toilet and put his head above the bowl. He stack 2 fingers down his throat and tears pricked in his eyes as all his food came back out. He checked his cuts again and saw that most of them opened again so he decided to bandage them.
When he bandaged them he checked the box again and saw that all his bandages where up. Shit, he'll just try not to cut untill he could sneak out and buy some bandages with the money he finds on streets and other places, or Tommy could steal money form his foster family. Not that hard, right? He actually did cringe a bit at the last part, He'll just do it in the worst case. Like a plan Z, he didn't want to die yet.
He checked his body in the mirror, he saw burn marks, cuts, bruises, wounds. The cuts where actually just horrible words carved into his skin, and just some normal cuts his past foster homes gave him. And Tommy's sure that this home would do the exact same. It was also what he feared the most but he knew he couldn't prevent it. But what he could do was trying to make the abuse less worse. Even though it would still be bad at least it won't be awful.
He was actually thinking, he did fuck up lots of times, but Wilbur even comforted him.
And Techno...
He wasn't so sure about Techno, the boy didn't really know if what he dreamed was what really happened or just a dream. So he could be sure that he also just fucked up making the abuse less worse.
He looked at his body again. Tommy didn't understand why the orphanage called him twig half of the time. He was ridiculously fat.
(Just want to point out that there's nothing wrong with being fat and everyone's perfect in their own way! But an eating disorder can make you think like this tough and in my book Tommy has an eating disorder so this is just his point of view but not neccercerially true💙💙)
That's why it's best he doesn't eat, he also gets disgusted by food. And he just didn't like it.
He cleaned everything up and opened the bathroom door. He was thinking if he should just go to his room or go to the living room wich he just ran out of a few minutes ago. He decided to-
Put a bucket over his head and go trough the wall like Bruno. The end.
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Another Family (SBI adoption AU)
Fanfiction(IF UR SBI DON'T READ THIS PLS, IT'S VERY CRINGE) Tommy is an orphan who got fostered 37 times and not even 1 of the people he got fostered by wasn't abusive. The orphanage didn't really help either since they where also abusive and wanted to get ri...
