Technoblade x Male Reader [Infrequent Updates]

I'm on the bus 🕺

Technoblade pov: (it took me so long to spell Pov ;-;)

I'm panicking. I think it looks amazing but what if he doesn't? shit. I pace around my room. I told Fundy I was busy and I'll be back.

panicking is worthy enough to panic for right?

God it's the day, today is the day. I'm getting married to a complete stranger from the internet over Minecraft.

but the stranger is hot. I don't exactly know why they trust me enough but they showed me a picture of what they look like even though they haven't done a face reveal yet.

my problem is that I'm totally experiencing gay panic. I've never been attracted to a guy in my life, well, never realized at least.

I'm fully aware this time. and it's wracking at my brain. I'm totally fine with being Bi, but it's terrifying because I'm a big creator. 

and because what if he doesn't like me back. I'm not a very, erm, sexual partner? I've never had a partner but either way I'm not that kind of person, what if I admit to him and he likes me back but I'm not good enough because I don't wanna have sex?

oh that's stupid, what kind of relationship starts with sex ??

hook ups.

this isn't a hook up!

I'm arguing with myself. shit.

just, just breathe. maybe, ask the one- ask Eret! she's not only really gay but.. probably super helpful in this situation. is Eret invited to the wedding? oh god I need to send out the DMS now too- focus! get shit done!