Katie's POV
"I guess we are missing school today " I said to Jason
" we can still go we will be late tho "
" No I'd prefer to spend the day with you " I confessed to Jason
It's true I don't wanna be away from Jason , I even hate it when he goes to the bathroom and leaves me
"Really" Jason said his face lighting up
"Yes honestly I hate being away form you " I said blushing and putting my head down
I heard a chair screech , which meant Jason got up
I felt arms wrap around my waist
" I love you Katie so much "
I didn't know what to say , I pulled Jason's hands of my waist and walked out of the kitchen
"Babe what's wrong " Jason said looking at me with a sad look
"Jason I can't I can't say it I'm so sorry " I said shaking my head
"Sure you fucking can't perfect ,what was I thinking " Jason said walking out to the back yard
I heard glass shattering and screaming
Dramatic much I swear I can't say that I love him , I just can't I want to but I won't do it
I walked out side and saw Jason sitting on the grass surround by the mess I take it he made
"Baby im sorry to do this to you " I said rubbing his shoulder
"Just fucking say it please it's killing me thinking that you might not even love me " Jason said grabbing a pot and throwing it
I flinched and moved back
"Jason baby I do love you but I hate that I love you and I hate that I want you all to my self" I said getting up and walking back into the house
"Wait what's that supposed to mean " Jason said running after me
"Baby I love so much but I can't let myself love you anymore , I'm scared in case you leave me " I said wiping my eyes
"Katie I'm not going to leave you , I love you and I'm hoping that we can make this fucking relationship work because I love you so much , I don't know how many times I have to say this " Jason said getting frustrated
"Jase it's hard for me to just open up , I can't do that "
" I understand I'm sorry for fucking trying " Jason said walking up stairs
I followed behind him
"Baby please " I said
I sat down on the bed and moved closer to Jason
"Jase please" I said grabbing his arm as he tried getting up
" I love that nickname "
"Sit down " I said
I looked at Jason and leant forward to kiss his lips but Jason beat me to it and started kissing my neck
A quiet moan escaped my lips , his touch was like heaven
"I love your touch " I said smiling
"I love your cute ass " Jason said smacking my butt
"Jason just ruin the moment " I said laughing
"I'm sorry , what was it you were going to tell me "
"Jason I truly do love you but I'm terrified that if I do let myself love you more that you'll leave me " I said
"I promise that I won't , Katie you are something special to me and you are the first girl I have ever loved , so I will never let you go no matter what " Jason said letting a few tears fall from his eyes
"Aw baby cakes I love you " I said tearing up to
"I also like that nickname " Jason said grabbing a tissue
We both wiped our eyes and went downstairs
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Jason's POV
Me and Katie are now sitting at the table with the gang
"So Katie how did you and Jason meet" Kyle said looking at Katie
I could tell she was thinking of an excuse
"Well I was at the movies with my friend Divina and I had a lot of food in my hands , Jason politely helped me and in the middle of the movies I was checking my bag and found his number , I guess everything started from there" Katie said sitting up a bit
"Cute how many times have you and Jason fucked " Carl said
"What the actual fuck bro , that's are business and ours only don't fucking ask my baby those type of questions again " I said tensing up , I felt Katie's hand on thigh rubbing it , I felt a lot better once she done that
Katie blushed and looked at me
"Fine then am why Jason " Matt said
"Excuse me " Katie said coughing
"Why did you chose to date Jason " Matt said clearer
"He's different and cute , I know about his troubled past and how it affected but he is really showing progression everyday he gets brighter and happier , he is very romantic and the list goes on but I truly do love Jason" Katie said wiping her eyes , Awk my my baby's so cute
"That's adorable" everyone said
Man this girl gets to me every time
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Regret- J.M
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