jeremy renner love story

small town girl

⚠️curse words⚠️

My name is Rya Banks I have black hair that is shoulder length and I have emerald, green eyes I am 5'3. I live in Bandera Texas population 833.

I've always been kinda on my own. My parents divorced when I was 1, I have my biological dads last name cause I don't want nothing to do with my moms side of the family.

Because they never wanted anything to do with me but neither did my biological dad I just don't know him that well so why not..

My mom remarried to a Douchebag then had a sister and we don't get along very well. I'm freshman in high school hate it by the way.

Always been bullied since elementary school but high school it isn't much of the bullying but more backstabbers, cheaters, liars and users. I didn't really fall in love with some one till I met Mason.

I was a senior and he was a Junior in high school. He's tall, 6 feet, tan, black hair, brown eyes. I thought he was different but I was wrong..

7 years later after breaking up twice and getting back together. We tried fixing things again thinking third times a charm right.

No nothing changed he's still the same cheating, lying, asshole he's always been. I had a best friend that I knew 2 years before I met Mason, I told him everything I always had a crush on him but with him being 5 years older than me and me not having any confidence.

I would always go to him about mine and masons' problems and he would help me figure out what to say and what to do..

Welp me and Mason broke up we was going to different schools at the time and cheated on me with some girl he knew from middle school. I told my best friend about it he was there for me.

Two weeks later after the break up we are at my friends place. We was outside talking I was about to walk off but he grabbed me and pulled me in a hug..

I always loved his hugs I always felt so safe with him.. as he let's go he leans in to kiss me. I had thought it was a dream at first but no it wasn't a dream at all the guy I liked for years had just kissed me..

We started talking more he'd take me out bowling or to the fair I'd help work on his cars we'd end up making out and having sex and man was it good.

Everything he did the way he touched me was like he knew my body so perfectly. Always told me how pretty I was and needed confidence in myself.. but anytime someone would mention to him that they noticed how I felt for him he shake it off Like it was nothing.

This girl sent him a text telling him how she noticed how I looked at him like I really liked him and he laughed at the text like it was a joke..

I decided to tell him how I felt one Night we had an amazing night we worked on his car danced joked with eachother..

I had to get it off my chest how I felt it was 2 in the morning we were getting taco bell before he dropped me off at my parents house, we was headed back.

I finally gained some guts and told him I loved him.. he told me I couldn't have feelings for him cause we were just friends with benefits.

Boy did that hurt.. after that night he hardly ever talk to me we didn't hang out as much he said he was just "busy".

One day he wouldn't text me at all just that he was going to come over to hang out. I saw he and my friend was having a conversation.

I got pissed and decided that if he came over I wouldn't talk to him so I didn't I kept my distance we ended up arguing that night about everything and he ended whatever it was we were it was over.