jeremy renner love story

Healing

!Depression!

~Jeremy's pov~

J-Jer. Jeremy. I hear her voice... Her sweet voice... I didn't think I'd ever hear her voice again... Hey baby, I'm here. I say with a smile. I watch her eyes flutter open. I see her beautiful green eyes. I'm here sweetheart. I say moving some hair out of her face.

I- uh- am I dead? She asks looking at me. I chuckle at her question. No baby, your alive, here with me. I say as I rub my thumb along her cheek. Wait here I'm gonna get the Doctor. I say standing up. I walk out and find a Doctor. She's awake. I say and the Doctor rushes into the room.

How are you feeling? I'm Doctor Sheppard. He says with a small smile. I-uh... She gives him a confused look. Someone brought you in hear bleeding out and uh- uhm you lost a lot of blood but you got here just in time. Doctor Sheppard says nervously.

Uhm... Ms. Banks did you know you was pregnant? Dr. Shepard asks. I- what? she asks with a scared look. I sit next to her and take her hands in mine. "I don't know if this is gonna make things so much worse but I don't know what else to do but hold her hands.." You was a month pregnant... Dr. Sheppard says nervously.

Why do you keep saying was? She asks nervously. Due to some impact on your stomach and stress levels you had a miscarriage. I'm so sorry... Dr. Sheppard says with a sad look. She just stares into space not saying a single word... "What do I do? I don't want to make things worse..."

Sweet heart. I say softly. Y-you said a month. Rya says with a questioning look. Yes ma'am. Dr. Sheppard says. How long will I be in here? Rya asks. Just for today for observations and if your doing well by the morning we'll let you go home. Dr. Sheppard says with a smile. Rya just nods her head.

Sweet heart will you please look at me. I say nervously. She slowly looks at me with a sad look. I'm sorry. she says with teary eyes. Baby, you didn't ask for any of this. I say cupping my hand on her cheek. I- I tried taking my... She says, I wipe a tear that fell down her face.

You're here now baby, I'm here. I say as I kiss her forehead. I swear I didn't know a-about the... She mumbles. We'll get through this together baby. I say running my fingers through her hair. I'm so sorry I wasn't there. I say as I feel my heart break. "I should've never let her leave, at least not alone... I should've known something was up."

I'm just glad you're here now. She says with a sad smile. Will you lay with me? Rya asks. Of course. I say with a smile. She scoots over and I carefully lay next to her. I run my fingers through her hair. I'm sorry I left. Rya says holding me tightly like I'll just disappear.

I shouldn't have just let you leave, I should've came for you. I say sadly. I should've just told you what was really going on. Rya says. All that matters now, is that your alive and I'm here with you. I say as I kiss her forehead.

Eventually I feel her body relax and I know she's asleep. I try to pull my phone out without waking her up. Once I get my phone out I send Scarlett a message. I hear a knock at the door and Rya wakes up. Hey, it's okay. I say softly. She sleepily nods her head.

I brought some food and water to make sure she can hold it down. Dr. Sheppard says with a small smile. She nods her head and sits up. Thanks. She mumbles with a small smile. Well, let me know if y'all need anything else I'll be back later to check up on you. Dr. Sheppard says as he walks out.

She just stares at the food for a few minutes, I'm about to say something but then she does start eating. I let out a breath of relief to know that she is eating. I gently start rubbing her back and she tenses up. I'm sorry. I say taking my hand away.

"Does she just not want me touching her right now? Is her back hurt?" Can you get the Doctor back in here? Rya asks nervously. Yeah, of course. I say slowly standing up and I go and look for Doctor Shepard.