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𝐍𝐚𝐊𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐚 𝐀𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐞 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐧

"No but I did tell you not to give him my number and you did anyways" I stared at kim as she smiled

This shit wasn't funny, I was trying to fix things with nasir and she was giving my number to a jodeci nigga

"He just wants to talk to you, y'all got off on the wrong foot and he wants to make it up... tonight at tipsy towers" i groaned and kissed my teeth

"Kim.. what's the deal? I don't want to go to dinner with him! I got a daughter to take care of, my mom can't watch her 24/7 because I promised her I could do it by myself"

And I was lying, I went back home to me and Nasir's— even though he wasn't really here like that — after promising my mother that I had it under control

"I told him that you would be there so you have to be there k! Look.. just this once okay? You need freedom how you gonna let nasir go out and fuck everybody under the moon and just sit here and keep yourself to him?"

He was fucking everybody?

"First kim.. he ain't out here doing that I know nasir and he wouldn't do that so soon, second I'm not fucking that Donald Duck look alike!!"

She busted out laughing, "whatever you say bitch, just be ready by 8 because he's sending over a driver to come get you"

"You have him my address kim? What the hell is wrong with you!"

"Okay bitch call down! Second I gave the driver your address not him so shut up, enjoy yourself tonight I will be calling him to make sure you actually showed up" she waved and walked out

Sinking into the couch I thought about how fucked up my life was.. I had so much going for myself and I fucked it all up because I wanted to be something I wasn't, I could've been in California! Dressing actresses and shit but I decided to be a rappers babymama

I have to do better for myself and my daughter, i gotta start going back upstate and get my job back and start doing those fashion walks, I was offered a possible position 2 weeks ago and now I was thinking about taking it.. if it's still available

Getting up after hearing Kimora cry I walked up the stairs and into her room smiling I hugged her tightly

"Hey baby" i mumbled kissing her cheek

"Ehhh you shitty little fucker" I laughed putting her on the changing table "fuck.." I mumbled looking for her wiped seeing that they weren't in the room.

"Okay.. old schooling it" i mumbled taking the pamper off of her and wiping the excess poop off her butt with the back of it

Picking her up I took her to the bathroom and put her in the tub

"Okay.. just dont cry" i mumbled turning on the water

"WAAAAHHHHHH"

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"Come on Kimora baby.. just walk for mommy, if you can cry crawl and throw shit you can walk" i mumbled standing her up then scooting away