Are We Too Young For This?

17.

Hanging out with Bane has been a benefit for Sage, Bane has been helping him with his school work, with this, his grades started to improve. The kid when from F's to B's, this made him feel a bit better about himself, it made his feel less like an idiot and more like a normal person. Though things have been getting better with Sage, it has only seem to get worse for Bane, his missing assignments getting piled up because he's way to worried about Sage's instead of his own, his own father hates his guts and hes starting to adapt with Sage's style of messiness. Stealing the boy's clothes so then hes the one that smells like cigarettes, Sage basically lives there now, though Bane loves that boy with his whole body, heart and soul, it is slowly driving him insane seeing him every second of the day, never mind when he has his break downs and has to comfort him.  Goes to show no matter how much you may love a person, it is good to give them their space, give them time to miss you, hurt for you, look for you, if not then things may not end as you may want it to, you cannot let yourself depend on another person to much, soon they will be your only source of happiness, they will control your life and emotions without you even noticing, love really does blind you. Though if you are without them, your heart may still be beating, you may still be breathing, but your not truly alive, for that other person is what makes you live, your only reason, even if they tear your life apart, even if things where better before you met them, though you love them sometimes it better to let go of the things you love to make room for bigger and better things. Its good to miss them, its good to hurt, but it isn't good to dwell on them to much, for even without them, they will proceed to control you, your happiness... they may have been your pride and joy, the love of your life, the other half of your broken soul, but you gotta live on even if its without them, don't live for the bad, live for the good memories, the ones you look back on and smile, the ones that you will cherish till the day you die, the ones that you will only ever share with them. You gotta move on, live on, and be a new person, be better for yourself, not them, not someone else, but for you, you will hurt, and that's completely okay, let yourself hurt, let yourself cry, but you have to let that drive you forward, you cannot heal if you aren't healing yourself for you. You cannot let a single person make you lose touch with who you are, you are you, though it may have ended, you lived, you learned, you hurt, you cried, and you loved, you had fun, and that's all that matters, be happy it happened, instead of crying that it ended. With that note Bane had decided to sneak out at night with Sage, walking and roaming the streets, dancing in the street lights and singing among the stars, the love and tension here was astronomical, just two high-school students in love, doing nothing but existing with the moon and the cold air. Its only them in the world, the stars watching with such love and interest as Sage takes them to the train tracks, the same place where he had went when Bane had angered him, the same ones he was on the day he met him. The way Sage smoked and Bane just stared at him with eyes full of lust and desire, but the real question is..is he good for him? Is Bane good for Sage? He had been a reason he gotten into a fight with his father, his room was trashed, god the blood on his face...the bloody tissues, the bottles...and then bringing him to his home, the way Bane had called him a faggot even after everything, the way his father beat him, not only that he had went to the hospital and was there for days unconscious... Sage deserves better, and Bane knows that for a fact. Sage has been nothing but nice to him, a sweet rose in a field of pain and suffering. The two holding hands as they  balance on the railings side by side, sharing smiles and laughs, Bane suddenly grabs sage and pulls him aside, off the track. "Sage, my love...my dearest." Sage just tilts his head in response. "The many days we have spent together, the weeks, the months have been the best of my life, you make my life whole, and great, though I was not ready, I am glad things happened the way it did despite the parts were you were harmed, not only physically, but as well as emotionally and mentally in my coming out." Sage just smiles at the boy, his eyes staring ingot his as he hears the train in the distance, the train he love to watch zoom by the very same way he had met Bane. "You have came into my life and have made it brighter then its every been, its crazy that one man can change just a nice life, something broken has made something out of nothing...you are a broken man, and I hope I have put some pieces back together, for I see only scars on your wrists and your face bare of any bruises or wounds. Though i am the reason for those wounds i hope i have made your life better...Worth living." Hearing this...for the very first time Sage is seen getting flustered, his cheeking going red as his skin gets hot, a smile growing so big on his face its as if this is the happiest moment of his life. Bane brings his hands up to cup the boy's face, feeling his warmth it send a shiver down his spine, the heat mixed with the cold air around them, along with the moon and the stars staring down at them watching such a glorious moment, god how time stands still. The train coming closer and closer, Bane looks at it with a smile, yet tears start to stream down his face. Wiping his tears Sage begins to speak to Bane is such a soft and comforting voice "Bane Verlice, I love you more then words may express, I never though I'd ever  find love till you have come into my life. You have made me into a greater man, a man I would have never became on my own. For that I must say thank you. I promise you I'll always be by your side, even in death, I will protect you till my heart stops beating. You have made my life worth living, for you have made me clean from the wounds I'd inflict to myself...you have made my life enjoyable, the memories like this are ones I'll carry with me for the rest of my life and I cant wait to make more with you, I cant wait to make many, MANY great memories with you my love. I'll love you till my lungs give out, I'll love you till my heart flat-lines,  I'll love you to the very moment of my death." Listening to Sage's soft and meaningful words Bane covers his mouth and sobs, Sage has never been so loving, and with this look of his eyes hes genuine, he means every single word he has spoken. The boy then nods his head as they listen to the train that has brought us together come near. Bane puts his hands on the back of Sage's neck, un-clipping his signature silver chain that is always seen hanging around Sage's neck, putting it on himself he give Sage a weak smile. "I know...you'll love me till your very last breath..and I'll be here for it..." Bane give a soft and deep kiss before placing his hands on the boys chest. "My heart will forever be yours Sage, till the day I die...and I mean it. I know you'll always protect me, even in the heavens. Sage Stoll...I love you....Everything happens for a reason, for I'll play God and seal your fate..." The tears running down Bane's face made total sense, Sage's eyes widen as the love of his life shoves him, the train coming hard and fast, colliding with the boy and Bane closes his eyes and grips the boy's chain, feeling the fluids of his love Splatter everywhere....This was no love story...This was a tragedy waiting to happen...For seventeen year old Sage Stoll will stay Seventeen forever...For they were infact too young for this...