Wallflower

Maybe I have plenty of reasons
Why I just stay inside this season,
I know I have been saving
Too much time I have been wasting.

I have ample of time to rest and a little time to waste,
I sleep and I awake and do things but not in haste,
I go out and remind my self that time always run,
Whatever I choose or any thing I am required of, even if I am not having fun.

Most of my time I spent
Living just inside my own tent,
You can say that I have a boring life,
To live another humdrum day for me to write.

I sometimes wonder what jungle outside will be,
My yearning to stay safe but they say ignorance it may be.
If I step outside, will I feel free?
If I stay inside will I stay guilt-free?

I know someday I have to be,
Out of worries and just be me,
But now let me just try not to deny,
How peaceful life is with this humdrum and monotony.