Hōchō-Girl

Decision

(Btw this is what the building looks like, just so you have an idea of it. Now enjoy reading!)
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She arrives at floor 69 to talk with Saitō.
"Hey Saitō, can we talk?"
"I wanted to talk with you anyways, take a seat."
"I know you're mad at me..." she starts.
"Why do you think of that? Because y'all fucked?" he responds.
"We- no you got it all wrong!"
"Don't lie to me. It's written in your face."
"Why are you doing this?"
"I could ask you the same." he responded cold.

"No, you did all of this because I found someone I really like. Why don't you let me be happy?"
"You should have been happy with me. I feel betrayed if I'm honest with you." he sounds mad and hurt.
"And I still do love you! But there's no future for us and you know that... I thought you would be happy for me."
"How the fuck should I be happy for you if another boy fucks you?"
"I- ughh I don't know I just know that I would be happy for you if you'd find true love in another person." she admits.

"Well then we have different perspectives on that, all those prostitutes are nothing in comparison to you, I don't want anyone else besides you. Why can't you understand that?"
"And I love you both! Draken is a good guy with pure intentions, he doesn't mean to harm anyone. I'm happy with him. Please accept that."
"I can't. I will never be able to be happy while seeing you in the arms of another guy."
"If you can't... I will give Baji Keisuke my position and join Toman."
"Are you fucking kidding me right now? Do you actually dare to disrespect my feelings for you like that?" he was shocked about her answer.

"When we fucked, you and I, that was all my body ever wished for and my heart. But I knew it was wrong because of Draken. That is just not fair. Why can't you understand my feelings?"
He sighed and poured some more Whiskey into his glass.
"Stop fucking drinking so much! You're drunk 24/7!"
"I can't cope in any better way, otherwise I would just beat the shit out of people to keep my anger in control."
"Saitō..." she comes closer to him and cups his cheeks, she places a kiss on his forehead.

"I'm a terrible person, I hurt your feelings. I truly understand you. Please understand me."
"You're not a terrible person, I just don't get it... we could have been the perfect couple but I guess I have to accept your love for Draken." he looks into her eyes, she rests her forehead on his and they both calm down.
"What happened to the Saitō I know?" she whispers while a tear drops on his suit.
He hugs her tightly and wipes her tear away.
"I'm still here, loving you only more than ever before." he says.
Her mind told her to get out of his lap, stand up and leave but her heart and body told her to stay, sitting on his lap while hugging him.

"I really wanna kiss you now." he said and looked at her lips.
"You're drunk, that's why." she chuckled.
"No it's not because of that, I think of it on a daily basis. I really wanna fucking kiss you now and fuck you on my table. That's what I want."
he gets closer to her face and softly kisses her lips. At first she was shocked about the fact that this is really happening but on the other side she really enjoyed the kiss. His lips feel so different but they're like a drug to her.