Gloves And Us ✔

P E R M I S S I O N

"Carooooo" She sang as I picked up her call and stopped at the red light.

"Yes, my beautiful woman" I chuckled knowing she was shyly looking at her hands.

"Esmee, your your sister, she wants me to go out with her. May may I?" She was so fucking nervous and I knew it. Her speech gave it away.

"Avha, do you want to?" The hell she was asking my permission for?

"I-yess" I sighed and started my car.

"Don't lie to me. Do you really want to go?" I was fucking worried about her.

"I I don't know. She's she's your sister and and she asked me, thinking I'd I'd say yes. And I don't want to spoil that for her. I want want to try tho. I don't know Caro" she trembled. Letting a few curses slip from me, I continued. "Where are you baby, hmm?" I sped off to our home.

"Home" Fuck not the time to smile on that word.

"Hold on for a second baby. I'll be there very soon."

She wheezed a yes. "Breathe baby. Breathe. Remember those plants, how they were struggling and you still didn't give up and now they have amazing flowers on them. Breathe, amor."

"Y-yeah now" She couldn't complete the sentence as she tried breathing again. I reached and parked the car in the garage and ran off to the elevator.

"Baby, you need to listen to my voice. Tell me which is your favorite fruit?" The elevator was damn slow today.

"All of of them" my angel.

"Ok, so do you like bananas?" I asked and got out of the elevator, taking out the key and opening the door.

I knew she'd be in our room. It was her safe place. Running to our room I heard her say 'yes'. I opened the room and there she was. My baby, hunched up in the corner behind the couch, trembling. I went there and she looked at me with tears in her eyes and shivering hands. She was in the worst condition I'd ever seen. My baby was scared to go out.

I squatted down and sat beside her. She jumped to me and I embraced her, stroking her back. "Shh amor. I'm here, baby. Don't worry. Breathe with me, yeah? Can you do that for me, sweetheart?" I felt her nod and we both took breaths in sync. We sat there in each other's embrace for soo long and I felt her going limp in my arms. Bringing her body away from mine to see her tear-stricken face, she had her eyes closed and red nose, sleeping like a baby.

I picked her up gently and laid us on our bed, covering us nicely and making sure she was warm.

It was late at night and I hadn't left the bed. She was curled up to me and had my black shirt clutched tightly in her delicate fingers. When I'd try to get away from the bed she'd known, so she clutched onto me tighter and snuggled further in me.
As if her body wasn't ready to leave me yet. Though I was enjoying being close to my baby and holding her tight to my body, I needed to talk to Esmee. I couldn't let her barge in our lives and distort it.

I looked down at the sleeping beauty, realizing I had been looking at every inch of her face and remembering it. She was flawless in her own way. No pimple mark or acne could reduce her beauty. She was just amazing. Imperfectly perfect.

Stroking her cheeks with my knuckles, the kitten mewled and smiled a bit, bringing a small grin on my face. I continued the caressing and her sharp yet innocent ebony eyes opened and a smile broke on her face.

"Good morning," she said and I threw my head back enjoying her antics, pushing back the spiral of the thoughts.

"Silly goose" I smiled back and held her face in my hands, being gentle and affectionate.

"How does my baby feel?" I said and her face remained the same.

Nodding she said, "I feel fine,"

"Let's get some food in your stomach, shall we?" I asked and she shook her head. "I'm not hungry. Besides, I want cuddles" I smiled. Even though the offer was tempting and fan-fucking-tastic, I couldn't let her cuddle me for long. She needed to eat.

"For 5 minutes and then we'll go down and eat, hmm?" she didn't answer and shuffled closer to me and kissed my chest making me stiffen and smacking her ass in response getting tons of giggles.
The woman is corrupted and all because of me, but dare I say I don't like it. Her being horny and begging underneath me is a scene to watch whose copyright belongs to me. Just me.

And I knew that despite my hate for people entering our home, I would let Esmee and her fucking friends in here, for Avha. Just for her, so she doesn't feel overwhelmed by going out and is fine. I was ready to let those bitches in our place irrespective of my dislike for them.

Amor, you have me wrapped around your finger.

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A new chapter that gives you the detail of her eyes and skin, a bit.

Thoughts?

I wanted to say something, don't mind me sharing my anxiety story-
Today I and my friend decided to meet up and it was decided 2 days back, but I was anxious all evening yesterday and today. I legit cried from frustration and anxiousness. It was soo difficult to calm down, but I did.
SO, to anybody who has anxiety, CALM DOWN and don't worry. It's all in your head and I promise it. You are beautiful and amazing just the way you are. Just take deep breaths and relax.
If I can do it, you too can. Just go for it and don't think much abt it.
Take risks and try talking to someone if you can. Please!

Thank you for listening to me.
Take car of yourselves. Stay hydrated and have some real food.
SMILEEEEE

~LT