To be Human

Infinity and beyond?

Rhai in MM^^

"You have got to be kidding me" I whisper as I walk behind Cameron mugging the shit out of her, if looks could kill her ass would be annoying Satan instead of me. This girl got us lost talking about how she knew the school like the back of her hand and for the last 45 minutes we've been walking in circles. At this point I feel like taking off my shoe and throwing it at her big ass head, I'm hungry, thirsty and literally on the verge of death because of this handicap bitch.

"Aye I swear they must of changed up something since the last time I was here" Cameron says scratching her head looking like Rafiki from Lion King. "C you came up here one time and now you feel like you know the god damn place, get the fuck out my way so that I can find someone to help us" I love this girl but she stays getting on my nerves with her bullshit. "Calm down before you burst a blood vessel damn, it aint that serious, always acting like you on your period or something" I had to take a good look at this built like a block bitch, "C we been walking around this school for almost an hour, the tour guide offered to help us three fucking times and you refused with your stubborn ass and now we lost like two fools and you talking about its not that serious girl, you better carry me on your back before I kill you", At this point I'm ready to send her to her maker. "Ok Ok hop on damn you so lazy" she says stooping a little so I can get on her back, I was a little surprised that she agreed but I'm not letting this opportunity pass me. I hop on her back quoting buzz light year from toy story " To infinity and beyonddddddd" Cameron starts laughing like I said something funny " And you call me the fool" I laugh along with her "I guess we both fools", I say while she continues to walk.

"Yo Lets ask that girl to show us around she looks like she knows the place" Cameron says while starting to run towards this female, I can't see her properly but I like her style. she had on a black tee with orange writing, some black cargo pants and orange and black ones. This girl running at top speed with me on her back like I don't weigh shit. "Ayooo", I shout trying to get her attention, she looks around until her eyes land on us and then starts to head our way. "C you can stop running now she coming toward us" I say laughing cause I don't know why she running like she about to get a medal." Get your fat ass off my back I'm tired", Cameron says gasping for breath that's what she gets for being extra. I was too busy laughing my ass off to notice that the girl was standing looking at us like we got two heads. "damn" I say staring, this girl was beyond pretty, shorty looked like she walked out of a damn movie "Rhai stop being weird", Cam says nudging me. "I'm not being weird she's just pretty", took me a minute to realize that I just called her pretty and I honestly felt like dying "I mean, I- you know what I'm Rhai and this is Cameron can you show us around the campus please we a little lost", I say in one breath trying to get this over with before I embarrass myself again.

"I'm Tavi and sure I can", she says chuckling a little, her laugh sounds so light and melodic, something I could really get use to hearing. "aii lets go", she says while walking away. It took us a good hour to tour the whole place but it was definitely worth it. The campus was really beautiful. The classes were spacious, the lunch area looked like some top notch restaurant but it is to be expected since NSU consisted of mostly elite rich people. The only reason why I was able to go here is because I had received a full scholarship due to my performance on the TSATS. "And that's it folks", Tavi says while coming to a halt after showing us the garden situated in the center of the school compound. she had on a blank expression unlike the smile she held earlier and for some reason I couldn't help but want to find out more about her and be the person to make her laugh like she did earlier but I know that's wishful thinking on my part, my circumstances would never allow me to get close to anyone aside from Cameron.

"Thanks we really appreciate it", Cam says expressing her gratitude I on the other hand stayed quiet, I wanted to say thank you but my mind was going a mile a minute and I just wanted to get out of here. "C I want to go home now" I whisper trying not to make eye contact with Tavi, she must think I'm weird now. I was literally fine a minute ago and now I'm on the brink of having a breakdown. Cameron looks at me with understanding knowing that I need to leave before things got out of hand. She exchanges a few words with Tavi before grabbing my hand and leading me away, and as I'm holding on to Cam while trying my best to keep even breaths I can't help but wish I was normal.

I wish I could function and behave like a normal person but I really got the slippery end of the rope and I'm tired of struggling to keep a firm grip on this bullshit I call my life.

Sooooo what y'all think about Rhai in the media? Is she aii or should I change her to some one else?

Also tell me your thoughts on Cameron?  remember to leave some constructive criticism.

stay safe out here.

MJ