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The first time Kairi ever used the term "dead to me" was over Chris Brown and she was hit on the head with a spoon. And in a way she didn't regret it but it definitely hurt. The second time Kairi used the term was in a game of Monopoly.
Fezco has just bought all of the properties on the board and everytime she landed somewhere she had to pay a fine. At this point she was in undeniable debt and by the way he was smirking it felt almost wrong not to use the words.
The third and last time she'd used the term was when Rue relapsed. Even though she said it in her mind and never mentioned it to anyone. She knew she meant that she was only referring to Fezco.
It was ironic though, how perfect Fezco was at Monopoly. She always imagined he'd be some big ceo one day running over so many companies that he'd become the president or a mafia boss.
Then when she'd tell him that he'd say "hell nah you'll be the president Airi." Always leaving out the K in her to be extra. And she would laugh because she could imagine herself as the president.
For a while she could imagine herself as a lot of things though. She wasn't a highly imaginative person but sometimes she would count Fezcos freckles. Then she'd imagine kissing and every one of them. Then he'd ask her to pass him a can of soda and she'd snap out of it.
Seeing other couples in the hallways always made her think of Fez. Watching movies where the guy called the girl Angel and they fell in love made her sick. But then she'd wake up from a dream where her and Fez were in one of those movies.
It was a week before Valentine's and Kairi walked down the halls of her school. She saw her older brother Chris talking to his friend Nate who pretended that she wasn't even there. And she considered what it would be like to have a crush on Nate. Probably soul crushing and bland.
"Have you guys seen Fezco?" Kairi asked as none of them answered her, "hey assholes! I'm asking a question!" It wasn't often that she cursed but when she did it made her heart race. It was a feeling she wanted to bottle up. Chris stared at her before pointing to the back of the school.
She walked to the back of he school finally finding Fez who was handing something to a lanky kid with blonde hair. Fezco jumped at the sight of her and then relaxed. "Hey I didn't see you there." He mumbled.
"Yeah I've been working on my spying skills." She joked throwing a punch in the air as Fez laughed. "What was Ian doing over here?" When Fez didn't answer she looked down at his hands to see a roll of money. He hid it with a fist.
"What's it like top secret?" Fezco laughed awkwardly, "Yeah something like that. Just go back inside Angel." She dropped her smile as a bad feeling rushed to her stomach. Most times she thought he called her Angel to make fun her and others she knew it was to get her to listen. So she left.
Fezco didn't come to school the next day. Or the next. Or the next year. Kairi got tired of hearing his name being called out for the attendance so she told her teachers he wasn't coming back. Although she missed him she knew what he was doing that day and he lied. So the only time she ever risked seeing or talking to him was to buy a pack of skittles.
Even then she hated looking at him for even a minute.
an: please comment and vote! Listen I'm not gonna spoil this episode but damn Ashtray be wild, Elliot and Jules and Rue is like the only example of trio friendships ever working out, and who knows where maddy is keeping that damn cd 💀
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and I found this picture of Pete Davidson LMAO everyone enjoy their day
