She began after heaving a sigh and turning to look at him in the eye "Karan, woh ghar na is something else, hum yaha real life main kitne sorted hote hai, kitne clear bhi but waha over a period of time we just are a mess of thoughts jo hume consume kar leti hai, and we tend to get influenced with everyone and everything affects us. Tere saath bhi yahi hua na, tu overthinker hai and umar aur baki saab log, even the weekend things saab kuch just fuelled it more na and you said everything that you did. Nahi jo tune bola that was not correct but intention toh yahi tha, and I used to get very upset, dragon wale task ke baad I had almost questioned myself ki if I am falling into the same pit jaha se mujhe nikalne main bahut waqt laga tha, I had thought possibly everything jo woh task ke baad hosakta tha, for starters our breakup, aur fights nasty one, rashmi umar ke dirty games, me playing with Nishant, salman sir coming and saying things, full trp aur meri mental health ki waat, yeh saab tracks soche the aur apne aap ko worst ke liye tayaar kar liya tha, but then what you did after it ya jaise you came around saare tracks gayab hogaye kundri, tera yeh khena ki I am your appetite won me over, ussi din yeh soch liya tha ki jitna bhi ladai kyun na karle dinner time tak I have to sort things out, and waise kiya bhi. The only difference you and I had in that house was ki jab jab hamra jhagda hua hai maine kisi se kuch nahi kaha na tere against aur na hi jhagde ki wajah, issiliye I was never manipulated by anyone kyun ki kisi ko kuch pata nahi hota tha na and tu boldeta tha definitely saab detail main nahi but fir bhi and then log bhadkaa dete the. Tere bahut se cheeze I have never liked, sabse phele toh gussa main aake kuch bhi bolna, and fir regret karna but uss topic ko conveniently ignore karna kyun ki tu non confrontational hai, this has always been my concern, aur issiliye main tujhe hamesha woh ghar main bolne ke liye provoke karti rahi,taki tera pov clear hojaye sabko, which you termed as setting a narrative, toh yeh bhi maine kam kam kardiya, ha bandh nahi kiya coz dil nahi maan raha tha. Fir hamari possessiveness ki bhi chinta hoti thi, uss ghar main toh we were always around aur fir bhi we were so possessive about each other toh bahar jake when we will be away toh kya hoga yeh ek sawal hamesha se tha dimaag main, but aai se maine baat ki iss bare main, obviously coz aai aur baba ek dusre se kafi dur rehte the for work, tab aai ne kaha ki trust hona bahut jaruri hai, trust hai toh saab hai trust nahi toh kuch nahi, aur tera pata nahi but I have full trust in you, and trust in me ki I have never made you feel ki main kisi aur ke paas jaungi. Mere jitne bhi doubts the regarding you and I woh saab maine kuch aai se baat karke toh kuch baba se solve kar liye hai karan, as in trying to, plus thoda age main choti hu toh cheezon ko samajhna kai baar time leta hai.. and I did make many mistakes in the house too,jiske wajah se tujhe gussa aata tha, aai ne bithake yeh samjhaya mujhe and tab jake I was able to move past whatever that had happened in the house. Toh mujhe teri koi bhi baat ka abb grudge nhi hai, thoda bura lagta hai but that will vanish away with time and your love. Mere life ka you have been the most beautiful part, aur main puri life yeh beautiful feeling experience karna chahiti hu"
He was just looking at her, he always had thought she was the child in their relationship and he had to be the responsible one but right now when he was an emotional mess she was the stable one, the one with the deepest understanding, he now realised what being equal in a relationship meant. When he is down she gets to kick his butt and when she is down he gets to do the honours.
He started "ladoo, maine kaha na main fuddu hu aur kabhi kabhi dosti ke aad main aakar intention nahi samaj pata,aur issi wajah se main kai baar tere pe faata hu,jo galat hai, waha shyaad kabhi tujh se maafi saahi se nahi maangi par aaj mangta hu, Tejasswi Prakash wangaankar, I am very very sorry for ever word I spoke to you when I wasn't in my element, for every moment you felt ki I am not your the one, for every action that lead you to doubt me and for every instance I trusted someone else more than you. Jaise tune kaha I am ready to work on our relationship, no more am I going to say ki main tujhe jhel raha hu, kyun ki agar tu difficult hai toh main bhi kaam easy nahi nahi hu, especially mere gusse ki wajah se I have lost a lot in life aur abb I am not ready to loose you, I would choose the end of me than to ever loose you teju" he said looking deep in her eyes, and she immediately put her hand on his mouth with slight anger in her voice said, " kitni baar kaha hai tujhse ki aise maat bola kar nahi hai mujhe pasand, aur toh aur mujhe tere saath ek longggg life chahiye, woh tu bolta hai na March main shaadi December main bacche aur life long tujhe humko sambhal na hai toh dare to try to escape samjha nahi toh phood dungi, main bahut dangerous hu"
He laughed at that and pulled her on his lap and gently put his lips on hers, the last time she initiated their first kiss and today she clearly told him where he belongs,he belongs to her today tomorrow and everyday of their life.
"Sunny, mauka bhi hai daastoor bhi you only want to kiss?!?" She asked him seductively and cutely, he wondered how does she do it both at the same time.
"Ladoo,you have no idea how difficult it is for me to not make love to you, and yes it is not having sex it's making love, and I will be making love with you,but Miss prakash se nahi, Mrs Kundrra se samjhi ladoo" he said in his deep husky voice.
She became shy and hugged his tight not knowing what to say.
"Awiee meri sherni Sharma bhi sakti hai, kaha tha na maine tujhse khaas gayi tu " he said hugging her tight.
"Sunny, main tujhse bahut pyaar karti hu, aur sirf tujhse pyaar karti hu, aur agar tu nahi mila na toh main marjaunga" she said knowing how much he liked to hear it from her.
He smiled and hugged her even more and said "koi kahi nahi ja raha na tu aur na main, hum saath hone ke liye hi bane hai, destiny's game this one is!"
"Yes it is" she said before closing her eyes and sleeping in his arms.
He adored her being so calm thanked the lord's above for blessing him with her and slept, a peaceful sleep after a tiring evening.
The peace only she brings to him, in her arms he is closest to what solace feels like.
Precap - Family meeting.
Here is the much awaited update,I hope I lived up to your expectations. I would love to hear from you all what you feel about this.
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TEJRAN - FAMILY
FanficI have been reading a lot that is being spoken about or say tweeted about by the families in support of their member in the house, some comments were not very responsible and I feel they were not needed while you are supporting your person. you guys...
