Tj ran through the halls looking for y/n, they had to be here, had to be I just wanted to chat. I ran around the senior hall one more time and caught sight of them, my angel. God they're beautiful, I walked up to them and smiled suavely.
"Hey Y/n, Uhm, I wanted to ask you if you'd meet me in the music room? At lunch today?"
"Uhm, sure, why?"
"I have a song for you to hear and I know you're not a metal fan exactly but its gonna be a beautiful song I promise."
Y/n smiles and his heart flutters like a hummingbird in a cage and as they agree he nods and smiles and hugs them tightly.
"See you then..."
It'd been four hours since he'd asked Y/n and lunch was almost over and he kept playing the song over and over trying to not panic. He looks up and sees Becca, Y/n's best friend walking up to him, heart sinking as he sees her.
"Oh, Hi Becca, Sorry but do you know if Y/n is coming?"
"Oh she said she'd be in tomorrow not today, didn't you hear her in math?"
Tj's heart sinks further and he sighs softly, rubbing his jaw and the back of his neck he sets the guitar down and hums.
"Oh, Shit, guess I missed it... Thanks for letting me know."
She smiles and nods with a wicked grin and then says seductively.
"You know maybe you could work on that song with me instead of them?"
He looks up and shakes his head, as he sees Y/n at the door of the music room and his smile brightens. He grabs the guitar again and smiles till Becca grabs him when Y/n notices him in the room red hair standing out like a beacon in the lit room. She smirks and says softly, vicious tone in use.
"Either you kiss me or I'll tell everyone you're in that loser band Motionless in white. Take your pick dumbass."
He looks stressed and says softly trying to get the door handle and Y/n sees the girl on him and freezes.
"So what if I'm in a loser band? I'm at least doing something with my life instead of ruining other people."
She forces herself on him and kisses him and Tj pushes her away freaked out and holds the guitar up in defense and says angrily.
"What the hell Becca?! I don't like you I like Y/n! That was so uncool..."
"Oh I know you like them, and I know they like you, but also look... I know that they'll be heartbroken by you getting kissed."
Tj looks out and sees Y/n starting to cry and his heart sinks eyes filling with tears at the sight and he says softly in his anger.
"I hate you, get the fuck away from me..."
He opens the door and goes to talk to Y/n but as he walks up he gets smacked across the face in y/n's heartbreak. His eyes fill with tears and he whispers hurt.
"Please, give me a chance to explain..."
"No, you kissed someone else, I get it, you're taken by Becca, have fun with her."
"I'm not dating anyone! She kissed me, I shoved her away I swear!"
"I don't belive it Thomas... Just have fun with her, don't go breaking her heart like you did with mine."
Y/n turns and walks away and Tj walks to a separate area in the music room and sits down with his guitar and starts to play Iris by the goo goo dolls and sings softly.
"And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later, it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know, you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I amI just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am"
As he finishes he gently sets his head against the wall and starts to cry quietly, heart breaking and quietly wallowing in his anguish.
"I fucked up so bad, Im so sorry Y/n, I'm so sorry..."
