Y/n walked over to Justin and groaned as you smack your head against his bed.
"I. Am. Such. An. Idiot!!!"
Beep. Beep. Beep. Beebeep. Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep...
"You're always leaving me... But this time, it's time to give up on bringing you back."
His chest reconstruction made it impossible for anyone to revive him unless it was through adrenaline. But maybe this time it was okay to just lose him. Kissing him one last time you take his hand for the last time and whisper softly.
"I hope that we'll meet in another life, my love."
Skip three months
It had been three months since you'd lost Justin and had buried him. You had written a song with Chris and entitled it Another Life and tonight was the first time you were playing bass with Motionless for the first time since your fiance's death. Vin was warming up on his drum pad and tricky was finishing up his paint job on Chris while you were finishing up your eyeliner. Ryan was pulling on his shirt and grinning as if nothing had happened.
You sigh looking into the mirror and see Justin behind you holding your shoulder with a small smile on his face. You read his lips and basically hear him say he's proud of you. You shake your head to clear the wisps of someone you long to see again. Finishing your eyeliner you notice Rick watching you quietly and he walks over and you smile softly.
"Hey, Rick how do I look?"
"Like you're about to cry, are you sure you can sing this tonight?"
"Yes, for the last time Rick, I can do this... I know I'm new but geez, babying me isn't going to help me, it's just a song okay?"
We get called for the stage in five minutes and Rick lets it go and it's a blur as every song goes smoothly till it's your turn to sing. Chris looks to you as you start the song and sing lovingly for the man you lost.
"If I can't let you go, will darkness divide?
For the fiction of love is the truth of our lies
We were playing for keeps but we both knew the cost
Now the only way out's in your heart-shaped box
But I hate that it seems you were never enough
We were broken and bleeding but never gave up
And I hate that I made you the enemy
And I hate that your heart was the casualty
Now, I hate that I need you
As we rest here alone like notes on a page
The finest to compose could not play our pain
With a candle through time, I could still see your ghost
But I can't close my eyes, for it
For it is there where you haunt me most
Where you haunt me most
I hate that it seems you were never enough
We were broken and bleeding, but never gave up
And I hope that I stain through your memory
As we echo through time in the melody
Now I hate that I need you
And I hear you now when you said it hurt
But it had to fall, fall apart to work
As I see you now in what's left of me
Is it too late to plead insanity?
'Cause I hate that it seems you were never enough
Yeah, we're broken and bleeding in the name of love
And I hope that we meet in another life
I hope that we meet in another life
I don't hate that I need you
(I don't hate that I need you)
I don't hate that I need you
(I don't hate that I need you)
I don't hate that I need you"
You were crying by the end of the song, you missed Justin so much, How could you go on without him? Could you go on for the fans? For the boys? For yourself?
