I THINK I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE

CHAPTER NINE

CHAPTER NINE

                         HARRY

„Harry, Louis, will you two please walk to the secretary together and see if Amber is called sick?"

I cursed.

I kept distance to Harry to avoid something like in Zayns kitchen when we were alone together.

That couldn't ever happen again.

It was wrong.

Liam may said it wasn't but I was sure Mom was going to freak out.

Not just that I'm gay, I fell in love with my best friend.

„Harry?! How long do you want to sit there, looking at Louis as if he is a zombie?!"

I stuttered a „N-No. I wasn't looking at him."

Mrs Baker eyed me, curiously. „You were, Harry."

I stayed silent, hearing a few giggles behind me.

„Get downstairs now so the others can start with the correction of the homework while you're gone."

I silently followed her order, shutting the door behind me and Louis.

We didn't talk to each other but the tension was laying thick between us.

When we had the paper with Ambers medical certificate, we returned walking to our classroom.

I was about to open the door of our classroom again as suddenly Louis broke his silence.

„Harry?"

I hummed.

He bite his lip. „Can I ask you a question?"

„Y-Yeah, sure."

„It's just- I - You - After the kiss in the kitchen we haven't talked to eachother and I think we should do that because we may-"

I cut him off by pressing my lips onto his.

When we heard some noises coming from the stair case, we part immediately, staring at eachother, panting.

I quickly shook my head, mumbling a small „Sorry." and opened the door to our class room, walking in.

Louis followed me, staying quiet.

I saw Niall eying us both curiously and I tried to ignore his stare when I sat down on my seat next to Liam.

Fuck.

I let it happen again.

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LOUIS

The thing what I didn't understand was why Harry always kissed me then pulled away and apologised.

He obviously knew what he wanted and he did what he wanted.

That was okay because I wanted it too.

But he regreted it.

I started worrying. Didn't he like it?
Kissing me?

-

„Why are you so sad, Lou?" Zayn asked me.

I flinched when he touched my arm.

„I-It's nothing."

Zayn didn't believe me. „Are you sure?"

„Yeah. I'm fine."

Fuck of course I wasn't fine.

I loved my best friend.

„Is it because of Harry?"

I sighed, turning away from him.

„No."

„It is. Don't lie."

I shook my head. „I am not lying."

„You are."

I breathed out, stressed. „I'm fine, please just leave me alone!"

„Why won't you tell me? I'm your best friend, Lou!"

„I- I don't want to talk about it, okay?!"

„But why??"

„Because there is nothing to talk about!"

„You kissed him again, didn't you?!"

I shook my head. „He kissed me."

Zayns eyes widen. „That's great! Why are you so sad then?!"

„He regretted it."

„How do you know he regret it? He didn't say anything, did he?"

„No. But he pulled away and ignored me since then. He regrets it."

Zayn shrugged. „Ask him."

„Are you crazy? I can't just go over and ask him if he regret kissing me!"

„He is one of your best friends, Lou. You can clearly go and talk to him."

„It's weird enough between us."

„It will stay so if neither one of you is going to talk to the other one."

„But I can't do that."

I desperatly shook my head.

Zayn rolled his eyes. „One has to do it. Come on."

„No. Not now. I need to think about it first."

„What is there to think about?! Ask him why he is acting so weird since you two kissed!"

I turned away again. „Leave me alone, please. I need to think about this by myself."

„Louis-"

„No."

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NOTE: LOUIS IS CAUSING DRAMA I SEE .... 😶😩⚠️🍿