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y/n pov:

after pushing yohan away, i kinda felt guilty. to be honest, it wasn't even his fault. i was just really angry to even think straight. now i felt lonely, helpless. i just wished there was someone here for me right now... see, why did you have to push yohan away...

speak of the devil, i didn't even realise he was sitting beside me.

"are you okay?" he asked.

"who feels okay after losing their mom," i muttered.

"oh right... sorry. maybe i shouldn't talk, that would be better right?" he asked.

that hit right at my laughter spot as i burst out into giggles.

"whyy?" yohan asked.

"it was so funny to see you talking like that- i am sad but- not that solemn- i realised that without my parents, i've honestly been doing okay, so i guess this didn't hit me THAT hard," i said.

"so you're feeling better now?" he asked, laughing along.

"no. can i hug you?" i asked. holy shit- i did not mean to say that- but fine, my mouth did the job. way before the brain.

"um... yeah sure," he replied as i got into his embrace. again, my body working before the brain. i really have to stop doing that.

in his arms, i felt the sense of security i had never felt before in my entire life. like i said, i was mostly alone. this was some once in a lifetime experience.

"i didn't cheat, really," i blurted out. again,  mouth working before my brain.

"i believe you didn't," he said, playing with my hair. at this point, i didn't even bother to stop him. i guess it's uhhh therapeutic??? but okay, i did feel better. at least he knows the truth. but why was i so desperate for him to know? another question...

"yah! KANG Y/N! AND WHO'S THAT GUY HAVING HIS HANDS ALL OVER MY DAUGHTER! FANCY YOU HAVING A TRYST RIGHT AFTER YOUR MOM'S DEATH!" i heard dad screaming as i quickly pushed yohan away.

"who's this?" he asked, walking over.

"um hello uncle, i'm your daughter's classmate," yohan introduced.

"your rank in school?" he asked.

"i have been first consistently, uncle," yohan replied quickly.

"oh good good... then you, don't come home tonight," dad said, pointing to me.

"me?? what do i do then?" i asked.

"figure your way out," he said, "its time for you to find a boyfriend anyway."

"WHAT? DAD YOU CAN'T JUST DITCH ME LIKE THAT- I CAN'T JUST IMPOSE ON HIM LIKE THAT, DAD!" i shouted but he just walked away.

"um... now what?" i asked yohan.

"what else? let's just go to my house i guess..." he said. he said it- so casually- is he just gonna... gosh...

"oh uh okay..." i said, "let's get going then."

the journey to the taxi was just pitch silent. it was so awkward, i mean, why did my dad have to openly say that...

"umm who lives with you?" i asked, trying to start a conversation.

"my mom and my dad. don't worry, i won't do anything to you at night, if that's what you're scared about. they're home too, so yeah," he explained.

"ah okay," i replied. and the conversation ended again... awkwardnesss filled the taxi. other than the radio playing, it was just quiet. tiredness got the better of me, and before i knew it, i was yawning away.

"are you tired?" he asked as i nodded.

"take a rest then, there's still quite a while before my house," he said.

"really?" i asked as he assured.

"alright, wake me up when we reach okay?" i asked.

"mhm will do, rest well okay? you had a long day already," he said, patting my head.

again, there went my heart suddenly acting up. my heartbeat went a pace it never did before. before i closed my eyes, i took another glance at yohan.

a.n update after what seems like an eternity 😔