Breaking forth

Coping

Merely distracted
I think so lost in withdrawal
From the addiction of your
Recognition and
Wonder
Why you never express your
Ponder
How do you escape love's claw

But I think and remember
That one day on a long
Forgotten November
When your eyes used
To burn ember
Expressing your true trauma

"I never grieve a lover
Never mourn to recover
Or try to remember
I love her
Instead I
Cower
Deep into the pools of a fake Summer
I never grieve a lover instead I replace her" you said

The wound will never bleed
Nothing ever to feel a need always sated indeed

While you run i heal
I stay and grow roots
In my brain
I feel and finally learn to breathe

Breathe and laugh to nothing as I die

To live and learn to be alive
If you chose the same you never showed but it's not like you can ever grow

We comfort ourselves differently
I think of you dead
You gone hidden in a falling shed
You think of me numb
A lover gone mum

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