It's like you haunt me
And I am a distance thought in your mind
It's like I can't breathe
But trusting you again will surely turn me blind
I want to fill up your day with conversation that hold no sense
But slow is my realization that you aren't mine to hold and share my true essence
I want to tell myself differently
Surely you see me prettily
But I am left sickly
To my core in disbelief like a piece of me was ripped too quickly
Can you believe it ?
I surely can't seem to see through it
I want to keep trying to reach you
So long as you hold my hand plantonically
But you burn me
A thing I never thought will cause me so much fear
I face daily for you
For me
I hold our flame for you
For me
A slap of fire right across the face leaves me with shame
But I look not to me to blame
My love I look to nothing and hold you instead
I will be there soon
There where you are under an olive tree with tulips in hand listening to the wind
No roses to give me
No chocolates to feed
and eyes clear from the red rosy haze of romance with a new lense
I will meet you there soon
And then I will be the same
for now allow me to grief you
Allow me to fall into the realization of a tomorrow so prematurely gone
Leaving hope insane
I promise I will be there and we will sing to the same song on that day
I will be there soon my dear friend just you wait
@Beyondcommonthinking
Olive trees and tulips represent friendships so go give you friends those
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Breaking forth
PoetryMake way! as the new age of self breaks the old casing. Make way!
