𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐄 , jaeden martell

( SEVEN !! )

CHAPTER SEVEN; IN WHICH, SHE DAYDREAMS.
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MY WEEK PROGRESSED slowly, or so it felt. My plan to forget about him took a turn and ended up having the complete opposite effect.

All day, 24/7, my mind was whirring about him. My heart twirled and leaped as I imagined his smile. I shivered with delight when I thought about texting him for the first time; how exhilarating it would be.

The day dragged on slowly as I desperately wanted to catch the bus and see him. My longing to text him had to wait until I'd arrived home. I could not text him during school, let alone on the bus where he could be less than 6 feet away, or worse; behind me!

My mind spun with photos of him that I'd seen through social media, of him smiling, laughing, making funny faces. In one of the photos, he has purposely made a double chin but I'd even found a way to fall in love with that photo too.

No matter what I did, I could not shake the thought of him and I found myself constantly thinking about him and the huge grip on my heart that he had.

He had stolen my heart so much so that I'd barely spoken to Eden. I was too busy day dreaming about something that could never happen. I wanted to stamp, scream and cry. It wasn't fair. How come he could make me melt with one look but he barely acknowledged me.

I had a deep feeling of disregard which arrived for no apparent reason at all. I had daydreamed all throughout the school day about him. I sat down at lunch with Eden but I didn't acknowledge anything they said.

I felt horrible that I was ignoring my closest friend over some boy so I invited them to mine after school but they said they were busy and left. I knew that I'd hurt them with my distant attitude and that I deserve that response.

The bus arrived at my stop just as I finished reflecting on my day. It felt as if there was a voice at the back of my head, a male voice, shouting that I should get out of this situation.

"It's only going to ruin your friendships." It said.

"Get out! Get out now!" It screamed at me.

I practically ran home to find my mother had left for a meeting. I changed shoes and grabbed a better bag before leaving the house again. I wanted to go to the town square but it was a rainy day and the route felt oddly unfamiliar.

My walk from home was short, too short, even. The lanes seemed to be getting shorter and the voice began to get louder.

I was running out of places to go. He won't leave me alone.

I remember sitting down on a bench at the side of the path. I opened up my phone to see I had a message from an unknown number.

I typed in my passcode and clicked on messages, my fingers automatically replying.

unknown
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hi

who is this?

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yes i am in love with a real person and yes basically everything i wrote in this chapter is about him yay also i really want to apologise because i haven't updated in like a month! i'm sorry i have writers block and my motivation has been very low :/
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CHAPTER SEVEN; IN WHICH, SHE DAYDREAMS.