In Love With A Killer (completed)

time flies

i fell asleep in his room, and when I woke up he was shirtless lying next to me, eyes closed, sleeping.
He was so damn cute!
I then started to see his scars on his chest I followed them until he woke up, startled to see me, "you didn't go back to the orphanage? their gonna kill you!" Jeff teased.
"I don't think they'll notice much. besides its not like-"
"they sent out a search party!"Jeff interrupted on his phone.
"aww crap!" I can't believe it, "ok I'm going to circle around town and come to the orphanage from the back so they don't think i came from this direction, ok?"
he kissed me,"your not going. your going to stay here, with me..."
It's like Jeff read my mind, I did want to stay! but I knew they would find Jeff if I didn't leave.
"please, I need to go to keep you safe!" I pleaded. but to no avail.
he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me, he then forced himself on top of me, I started to feel another sense in my chest, an embarrassed sense, oh my god...
he has no shirt on, I quickly pushed away to get air and to tell him I can't do this right now, just as I was breaking for air he pulled me closer to him, forcing his tongue into my mouth, I started to get scared for some reason, I felt as if he was going to take me, right then and there, and I didn't want that... so I pushed him away,
"Jeff please I have to go,"
"no! your staying here, unless you can make a deal with me..."
"like what?"
"have you know what with me..."
"four more years till I'm eighteen, and I'll think about it then!"
I pulled myself away and went to leave, but before I could he pulled me close to him,
"your mine doll face. just out of curiosity, are we a thing? like..." he swallowed and studied my face with wide eyes,
"dating? I'd say so," I said and I left.

***

I sat on the edge of my bed, wondering what punishment I would get. I went to the bathroom and I slit my wrists, watching the blood go down the drain. I cried and cried and put on my white sweat shirt and my blackest jeans. I looked good like this, and then I noticed, this is how he dresses.
then I looked at my wrists. what have I done to myself?!
I quickly bandaged up and went down stairs when my name was called. they didn't yell or scream, all they said was "your father is picking you up tomorrow, he got out of jail early, and you are going to live with him. "
"no I'm not" I protested.
"yes, you are, now get your things packed up your leaving first thing in the morning"
I couldn't believe what I was hearing,
"how dare you! he's going to kill me! no way I'm going to live with him!!!! GAHH! YOU DONT KNOW ME, NONE OF YOU GET TO SAY WHERE I AM OR AM NOT LIVING!" I ran outside to SHA'uri at the school swings.
"MY DAD IS OUT OF JAIL!!!" I sobbed in her arms as she tried to calm me down.
"I'd say we should kill your dad, "
wait, this isn't shy, this was a mans voice... JEFF?!
"I agree, but I would need help, are you willing to kill him with me?"
"anything and everything to keep you happy and alive,"
then I heard another voice, a girls "what the hell happened here?No! No You Did Not! OMG WHY OLIVIA? WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LIVING IN PAIN! PLEASE ATOP hurting yourself damn it!!!" she got up, and so did he, as he did, I fell onto the pavement. I heard a crack and I was out.

Jeff Pov:
I heard a crack and she was lying face down on the concrete floor. CRAP now what? I called cookie and told her to take Olivia to the orphanage so she could be cared for. I can't take this, all the love and then disappointment, I got scared and ran away, I run when I'm scared. and I ran faster than ever.
I must have gotten far because next thing I knew I was in the center of the next town over. I had just got my jacket washed and there was no blood on it so I assumed I was safe, but then I heard sirens, and I saw red and blue flashing lights... fuck!