dealing with normalcy

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it's different being normal, or, whatever this is... I really want to go see Jeff, but it's six in the morning, and I'm not sneaking out!

"hey there gorgeous!"
"fuck!" I jumped surprised to see Jeff standing beside me.

"haha, so, wanna hang out? I could go for some frozen yogurt, you?" Jeff asked all casually.
"hell no! I'm freezing here! last thing I need is ice cream." I replied.
"ehh-hem!" he was waiting for me to give in, so I did.
"frozen yogurt, my bad..."
I feel depressed today. I don't know why. I just feel like screaming and now that Jeff is here... I want him to leave.
Jeff leaned to me and kissed my lips softly. I love him. his gentleness, his passion for caring for me, his everything!
no I'm not obsessed. GET THAT THOUGHT OUT OF YOUR MIND!!!

I just really like him. :)
ok is it weird that he is petting my head?
he pulled away and said something I couldn't hear.
"what? I didn't hear you..." I asked
"don't go away. please don't leave me, I need you, and I'm pretty sure you need me.."
I was about to say something, but he was right. I did need him, with out him, i feel like running away to find him. but when he's here, I want him to leave... I can't make sense of it but I also don't want to, all I want, is him. my Jeff,
my killer......

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Olivia's pov:
"gahhhhhhhhhhh I'm bored!!!!!" I yelled out to the trees above us.
shy and I were talking a walk down a path in the woods to Jeff's house.
"well at least your about to see a guy who has same emotions with one another!" she yelled at me,
"ok, ok, sorry... did Jeff tell Ben yet?"
"not that I know of" she replied gloomy and unhappy.
"oh my god stop being all sad and doldrum,(depressed)"
"maybe this is how I cope with things!" she snapped back at me.
we both started to laugh at our fight, this is another reason why I love shy, she gets me!!! she honestly knows when to laugh and when to be serious!

a shiver traveled down my spine as cold hands touched me hips.
with one of his hands, he held my chin, and softly kisses me. in the distance o hear shy say "eww" but at this moment I don't care... all I want is him.

"hey Ben" I hear shy say.
"listen, I'm sorry about the other night, I was just so confident, I thought you liked me," and just like that, he stopped talking and I turn to see shy kissing him, SHY kissing HIM!

when we arrive at the house I pet Oscar and start to go take a shower, I like his shower, it's a nice water pressure.

"hey gorgeous, mind if I come in?" I hear Jeff asking outside the glass shower doors, they were blurred but you could see the other persons outline.
"uh no thanks."
"please? I promise to be good?"he begged.
"no means no, Jeff!" I nearly shouted at him.
"you know I don't like the words, no Jeff... ill just have to force my way in!" I hear him laugh and step in the shower, of course I resisted but he was stronger, so I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around me.
he then stole the towel and grabbed onto me, almost hugging me. he sat in the shower and made me sit on him facing his direction.
"let me go please!" I started crying, this was going to fast for me, I needed time to think, time to be alone.
"no, then here.." he turned me Around which wasn't a better position, knowing now I can feel his you know what against the small of my back. thank god he had his clothes on, I would have slapped him and called shauri if he hadn't had clothes on. shauri knows how to make Jeff quit, just call him pale XD

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