This is a very emotinL chapter 🦶
krabby pattty's pov:
After my shift ended I drove back to my house. If I were to be completely honest. I was scared. I was scared to tell her that I am in-fact gay. I know she's in-love with me. She's been in-love with me since the day we got married but its one -sided. I didn't love her. It was an arranged marriage so I thought she knew I didn't love her but in the years we've been "together" she's proven that she thinks I love her the same way she loves me.
I was scared to say the least. I didn't want to lose her. Sure I didn't love her but I still wanted to be friends. I honestly didn't think she would still want to be friends after what i'm going to do to her and I can accept that. I should of made it clear at the beginning that I was gay and I wasn't going to lover her but here I am sitting down at the dining table with her on the oppositte side of me and My son watching tv on the couch. I look over to julian, he was probably going to hear everything that's going to go down.
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"Sara" I say
"Yes dear?" She respond.
"I.. Uhm..." I struggle to find the words
"What is it pat?" I can tell she's getting worried
"Well I-uh-I-uhm-kinda"
She stares at me with a confused look
"From the start.." I begin to say "I never wanted to marry you, and I know I should of made it clear from the start but I was afraid to do so, my parents always wanted me to be with the perfect women."
I continue to explain. She just stares at me with complete shock and a hint of sadness in her eyes.
"In all honesty, I'm not even into women. There it is.." I laugh slightly "I'm gay sara, I have been, before we were married but my parents are very homophobic and who knows what they would do if they found out."
There. The hardest part of it is out.
"Y-you..... You..." She starts..
"YOU MARRY ME AND DONT TELL ME YOUR GAY!? I LOVE YOU PAT AND YOU... YOU!! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY! IF YOU NEVER LOVED ME THEN WHY'D YOU HAVE A KID WITH ME? WHY PAT WHY! WHY DID YOU LEAD ME ON! WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME ALL THESE YEARS!"
"Look I'm so incredibly sorry Sara and to be honest I don't expect you to forgive me... but I want you to know that I never ever wanted to 'lead you on' I just couldn't find the right time or place to tell you. And Julian... My parents they... they didn't think I was really with you if you get what I mean so I made a kid with you so they thought we were in love..."
"No...no... no... I CANT BELIEVE YOU PAT! YOU MADE ME THINK YOU LOVED ME! YOU MADE ME FALL INLOVE WITH YOU SO YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER? WHAT ABOUT ME! WHAT ABOUT JULIAN! I CANT BELIVE YOU HAD A CHILD WITH ME BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO PROVE SOMETHING TO YOUR PARENTS THAT WASN'T EVEN REAL!"
"Sar-"
"No don't even start. Get out of this house. I don't care where you go. Don't even bother to pack your stuff. Just. Leave. And never come back!"
(3rd pov or whatever it's called)
So pat then left, understanding what his wife had said to him. He got in his truck with his cat that followed him out the door. He started driving, not knowing where he was going. He drove for a while before his car ran of out of gas. He got out of the car and looked around. He saw a familiar house....
"I always seem to get dragged back to him..." he whispers
A/n
Another chapter👨🚀 it's pretty obvious who's house he's at tbh but 🤷♀️
