~Kris x Ralsei Oneshots~

Another Cut//angst//TW

Hey everyone!! Before we get into this i just wanted to put a TW for self harm and suicide references. I recommend skipping this one if you are sensitive to these subjects. And now we may continue to the story, enjoy it!!

I-I cant stop, i shouldn't stop...I deserve this...everyone hates me...I'M JUST A FREAK A WORTHLESS FREAK Kris thought as he retrieved the bloodied razer he dropped due to the flinching pain of his first incision, even though he went a little too deep he barley hesitated to put the razer against his wrist again to start new cuts, he stopped after the 7th one feeling as he had gotten what he deserved.

"Kris? Hurry up my child! The pies all ready!" Toriel yelled from the living room after noticing Kris has been in the bathroom for well over 30 mins "...coming...mom" Kris groaned from the bathroom quickly and sloppily bandaging his cuts and hiding the razer inside one of the drawers attached to the sink I deserved that. He thought as he took one last look at his cuts before heading out to eat the pie.

"There you are my child! I was starting to get worried about you" Toriel chuckled "your pie is on the counter dear" Kris heard Toriel say as he grabbed it, quickly thanking her and headed to his room, "*sigh* I'm nothing without you azzy..." He said softly crying while eating the butterscotch pie remembering all the fun the two had, when he was happy, when he was filled with hope, when he was Kris.

With each day Kris kept getting worse. Not wanting to bother anyone anymore with his problems he kept everything to himself. No one catching on. He would cut more causing the scars to go a long way up on both of his arms. Nothing could save him he thought. He had no friends, was failing school, he was bullied constantly. It was only a matter of time before he killed himself but then one day... After a small cut before heading to school he was sent to look for chalk with a girl named susie. One of his old bullies but something strange happened instead a closet they ended up in weird, darker world.

This is when he met his angel, his reason to wake up. Ralsei, the moment Kris decided to hug him, feeling how soft he was, how much they were both blushing, the first hug Kris has loved. Everything about him was just perfect to Kris, his laugh, his kindness, his cute black fur, him being easily flustered. Kris never wanted to leave but knew he had too. So when the people of the dark world threw the king into prison, Kris and Susie said their goodbyes to everyone leaving Ralsei for last, with Ralsei revealing his true beauty and not knowing if they could come back or not. Kris cried, hugging Ralsei whispering in his ear "I love you Ralsei....I hope we meet again.." Then giving him a soft kiss on the forehead before exiting the dark world.

That night while sad and lonely Kris was happy for once. That night was the first night in 5 months where he hadn't cut.

1 YEAR SKIP

"Honey? I have our food done and I don't want yours to get cold!" Ralsei said looking around for Kris, only hearing quite cry's from the bathroom as an answer "K-Kris are you alright?...." Ralsei quietly asked from the other side of the door "I-I-I'm...f-f-fine...." Kris whispered trying to muffle his cry's "Kris i-i'm coming in..." Ralsei said before slowly opining the bathroom door to see a crying Kris on the bathroom floor looking at his arms "K-Kris...?" Ralsei asked starting to form tears in his eye's "w-w-when was this...?" The now crying prince questioned feeling awful about what pain his lover has gone through "....A long time ago.... Before i met you..." Kris slowly revealed all the cuts to Ralsei "I-its.....its been one year sense I've stopped." Kris said with a gent smile.

Ralsei just looked in awh not knowing what to say or how to act "K-K-Kris..I-I..." Ralsei stuttered out before getting cut off with a hug and a kiss on the forehead "Ralsei....you're why i stopped.." Kris said while looking into Ralsei "I-...I am?" Ralsei said wiping away his tears "you were Ralsei...and still are...you've helped me more then you'll ever know..." Kris said calming his prince down "I love you Ralsei..." Kris said while cupping Ralseis cheek "I..I love you too Kris.." Ralsei said before getting pulled into a kiss both of them loving every second of it before pulling away and chuckling "are you feeling better hun?" Ralsei asked blushing "I am..." Kris replied smilling "good. Now let's go eat dinner, don't want it getting cold!" Ralsei said pulling himself and Kris off the floor before holding his hand and walking towards the kitchen.

 
Hey everyone! I wanted to write this due to my experiences with this subject. And I thought I'd try my hand at some angst!! Next one will be alot nice trust me!! Anyways i hope you enjoyed!!!

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