Goodbye

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Babe,

Fuck this shit aye.
Fuck my life
Fuck everyone
Fuck the world
Fuck the whole entire universe
For fuck sakes.

So I guess that I should clarify that if you are reading this then I am a rotting corpse a.k.a im dead. I'm not just on a rant about how terrible the world is.

So yes I am dead.
I love you so much babe. And well I'm kinda sorry for leaving you but then again I'm not I mean I feel absolutely terrible for being so selfish and choosing the cowardly Way out and for leaving you and anyone else who happened to care for me.
But then again I'm not sorry. I'm jumping with joy cause I have FINALLY escaped from this living hell.

I am deeply sorry for leaving you in a situation like this with you all ready self harming and all and I am so sorry for adding more pressure to that but I felt like it was time for me to go.

You are one of my best friends ( I wish that we could have been more xx) I LOVE YOU. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL STUNNING AMAZING CUTE FANTASTIC LOVING KIND CARING CONSIDERATE WOUNDERFUL FINNY SMART. YOU ARE EVERYTHING ANYONE COULD EVER WANT. AND YOU NEED TO REALISE THAT. please don't harm your self any more especially over me. Just remember that I am at rest and that I am happy xx. I want you to live your life don't just let it pass by. And try not to dwell on that fact that I am dead it's not your fault you couldn't have stopped it. I love you so so fucking much babe xxx.

Now I better not see you doing anything dumb or I will come and hauntttttt you.

I love you babe but now it's time for me to go.
Now I cross my heart and hope to die...
I will be gone forever now goodbye.
As one of my favourite quotes says :
I suppose a light that burns the brightest is not ment to last.
My light had long ago burned out but now I'm going with it.

Goodnight Princess...
I'll see you on the other side xx

~Isabel xx.

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