1:28 am,
I'm in bed trying to sleep but the image of you lying next to me, in my arms is haunting wether my eyes are opened or closed your all I see.
The memories are flooding back in like tidal waves, every single moment is flashing through my mind, every emotion.
I love you, if you'd asked I would've said that I didn't, that it was impossible to love at this age. But I truly believe that I love you, I still do after all the hurt and that that is my downfall.
How could you leave so easily how on earth do you do it? Act like nothing ever happened, that I never existed? That when you sit next to me in class memories don't flash through your mind? How on earth do you do it? It's not fair, I'm up thinking about what I did wrong, how I lost you so easily, about how we didn't work, about all our memories together. While your peacefully sleeping dreaming about someone else.
That makes me think, maybe you could leave so easily, because you were never there in the first place. You never loved me. All you did was feed me false promises, you felt sorry for me.
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you to be able to want. I'm sorry.
But I hope you know that your always gonna hold a piece of my heart, that I'm always gonna care for you.
That I'll forever love you.
I hope you know that.
I also want you to know that you completely destroyed me beyond fixing.
I hope your happy, that you can find someone who can provide you with what i couldn't.
I love you.
Goodbye.
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PoésieAnd like the moon she had a side so bright that even the stars couldn't shine on it but then again she had a side so dark that even the sun couldn't burn it.
