Howl To My Heart

Chapter 12

I stared out of the black school bus window, watching the scenery outside the bus change as we drove along the main highway .

Terry sat next to me , watching something on EyeTube that I didn't even bother to look at .

She had her earphones in and I could only hear parts of whatever she was watching.

I didn't look forward to the week of visiting the Wolf territories.

I don't know what to expect from the wolves ....but I was sure that it wasn't going to be very pretty .

I pursed my lips and frowned .
The injustice of it all still boggled my mind .

How can me , a redhead, bring doom upon the Wolves?.

I am but a girl who had been oblivious to everything my whole life .

This whole thing is still so new to me .

I'm being judged by the colour of my hair . How sick can one nation be ?.

I felt so exhausted every time I try to make sense of it all .

Dark spawn of the Sun Goddess ?. Why that superstition?.

I don't even believe in the Sun Goddess . Nor the Moon Goddess .

Do they even exist ?.

The scenery outside changed from lush green pasture lands to green and brown forests .

I used to love nature . These days I can't find myself to care much about it .

My life had become weird in the few weeks I knew Dmitri Volkov .

A giggle from somewhere in the bus made me want to gag .

It was Sonica . She and Ricardo were seated a few seats behind me and Terry .

I could feel them watching me . It was unsettling .

They haven't stopped their advances in ruining my life .

They were very determined ,I have to give them that .

I sighed softly , shifting around to get more comfortable on the hard thinly cushioned seat that they called a bus seat .

Sonica giggled again and I fought the urge to shoot her a glare . It wouldn't do me any good anyways .

Ricardo would be watching and glaring back like the jerk he is .

" Nessa , guess what Henry Marx had followed me on V-gram ," I heard the girl behind me say to her friend ," we're chatting on Star Chat . He's so nice . Too bad Rainy Lawrence is his girlfriend . I'd love to get those big hands on me. "

I mentally gagged at that .

Henry Marx was a total jerk . I once chatted with him on V-gram , a website where people , celebrities and their fans come together to meet and chat.

He judged me for some unknown reason and didn't even bother to talk to me ever again even when I kept on sending him a message every day .

It hurt me so much , I wanted to commit suicide.

At least I had Terry cheering me up back then .

She told me that true friends are not separated by time , distance , riches , looks .... etcetera , etcetera .

It gave me hope that one day he might talk to me again and in the end he did when he realised that he was being wrong .

I forgave him , but I still think he's an A-class jerk .