Joah

Noah,michelle and amanda struggle

Noah's pov
I sit with my head against james' shoulder "it's going to be okay"james whispers,i nod, i lift up my head "you can borrow my clothes"james says standing up putting his hands on my shoulders. "I'm going to the next step for a bit"i say "do you want me to come with you"james asks "no ill be fine"i say leaving his house. I walk to the next step,i walk in and i immediately start dancing, michelle walks in but I continue dancing. I stop when I see that Michelle was crying,i hug her "2-28"michelle mumbles "28 what Michelle"I ask "students killed today"michelle mumbles "I'm scared I can't stop thinking about those students"i mumble against Michelle's shoulder "yeah I know but the thing is he only gets to go to prison where the students family's have to actually suffer"michelle says, i grab Michelle's hand and i pull her on to the dance floor,i start dancing with her,amanda walks in and i grab her hand too, she immediately starts dancing with us "you too are okay right?"amanda asks while dancing "nope"both me and Michelle says while dancing. We all stops and i walk over to the back of studio A and i sit against the wall,both Michelle and Amanda walk over and they lay down putting their head on my legs, we start comforting each other. I hear a loud noise and i jump, when suddenly I feel like all the air escaped from my lungs. Emily ,james and riley walk in "hey it's okay it's only us"james says grabbing my hand. We end up going home but I climb into james' bed,james gets into bed with me but each time I try to close my eyes I hear it all over again, i sit up and so does james "hey it's okay i promise"james says showing slight affection when he puts his hand on my cheek, i lay back down and james pulls me closer to his chest as i go to pull away  "you can stay there I don't mind"james says as I listen to his heart beat. I feel his finger glade along my back as he draws little shapes but i can't make out what they are. I can't fall asleep "how you doing?"james asks "not good"i mumble against his naked chest "is there anything I can do?"james asks "I don't know maybe talk I've always found your voice relaxing"i say listening to his heartbeat "what do you want me to talk about?"james asks "anything but today"i say "I know what to talk about"james says "what?" I ask "my favourite memories with you"james says. "Go ahead"i say, "my most favourite memory with you is when we were both in the band together and we just laughed all the time"james says and i feel myself falling asleep "oh and that time when we were both dancing and we almost hit each other doing our flips and that look on eldon face make me laugh"james says as I begin to drift off

Michelle's pov
Emily and riley invite both me and amanda back to there house, we begin walking back to their house,i pull out my phone and i start scrolling through my Instagram when I feel a hand slide smoothly into mine,I look up from my phone to see emily talking with amanda,emily squeezes my hand letting me know that she know I'm looking at her,I bring my focus back to my phone,emily begins to rub my hand with her thumb slowly.i feel emily look at me,i slide my phone into my jeans back pocket,i start talking with Riley about dance, emily shivers,i pass her my black jacket. "Michelle that's your favourite jacket"emily says "so my favourite hoodie for my favourite girl"i whisper in her ear and i watch her rub the neck of her neck as she looks at her feet. Emily puts the jacket on and zips it up, emily slides her hand back into mine i notice her hand is freezing cold i rub her hands just before we get to her house. We walk in "my mum and dad aren't home yet"emily says grabbing us drinks. "Me and amanda are going to bed"riley says hugging emily "night" me and emily says as they walk into Riley's room. "You want to watch a movie in my room?"emily asks "yeah!"i say as emily leads me to her room. We lay down on her bed as she turns her tv on. I pull out my phone,the news pops up on Emily's tv news reporter:unfortunately there was a school shooting with 28 students killed.emily immediately mutes the tv and quickly changed it to anything else "I'm so sorry mich"emily says turning to me "it's not your fault em"i say and em pulls me closer as I lay down, my head is laying on her chest before I fall asleep