✨Poly Hatzgang✨

????Im Sorry...????

(The Hatzgang endermen (Enderzgang) is made by me✨)

Roy's pov

I've hugged Robert and Ross before, but this hug felt different. It made me wanna hold them both close forever. As if I never wanted to let them go but sadly we stopped hugging, they helped me off the ground and we made our way back to the house. Ross then locked the door and we talked for a few minutes maybe hours then I started feeling tired, they both seem to notice and Ross picked me up while Robert followed behind as we all went to Ross' bedroom to rest for the night. Morning came and I was the first to get up surprisingly. I looked over at Ross and Robert, taking in their looks as they slept. They looked.... pretty nice actually. I have no idea why I'm feeling this way about them. Was I even supposed to be attracted to dudes?! God I'm a mess. I snapped out of my thoughts as i saw Robert shift in his sleep and Ross pulling the blanket up more after, I couldn't help but blush at them as I thought on of us three being a couple. I think it would be kinda nice. Though we would have a our ups and downs that's for sure, but there would be at least some special moments that we would enjoy together. I felt a touch on my arm and jumped a bit with feeling the heat in my cheeks disappear, looking back and seeing Ross was up. Damn, he's quiet as hell.

"I see you got up early." Ross said, sitting up and rubbing his eyes as I watched, replying with "Yeah, guess I wasn't that sleepy." I chuckled afterwards awkwardly as Robert's eyes slowly opened and yawning afterwards. "Mornin' guys." Robert said as he sat up and smiled at us, my heart felt warm as hell. "H-Hi Robert.." damn, great job idiot. "So, what are we doing today?" Robert asked, "actually, I do kinda have a plan for today." Ross said, wow, bro already got the day planned when he woke up. That's hot/hj "What are we doing then?" I said being confused, he got off the bed and said "Well first, get dressed and have breakfast. Then we're going somewhere that you guys might be familiar with." He smiled with his V smile as usual, me and Rob left the room to wait for our turn to change and then ate breakfast after we we're done. "You guys almost done?" Ross said, already finished with his cereal "not yet." I said with my mouth full of cereal as Robert was biting on his toast and shaking his head that he isn't done either. After a bit, we finished and placed our bowls/plate in the sink and left.

We walked for awhile, talking about random stuff and laughed a few times until we finally made it to the spot. It was a park. It felt odd being here, like I've been here multiple times before but I can't remember and Ross did say it would be familiar but it just didn't hit me. Someone actually hit me though, with me responding with a grunt and an angry expression. "Roy!" Ross said angrily and I have no idea why he was so pressed, causing me to ask "what!?" I said annoyed "didn't you hear what I said?" Ross replied with his V smile that turned upside down. "No actually. I didn't. Enlighten on what you have said." I said smugly with a smile as Ross groaned and his smile slowly returned "This is the park. This was when the first time we met, remember?" Ross said happily as he looked at me and Rob "uhh..." i was confused but I processed more and then it clicked. Yes. This was when i first met Ross and Robert. And when I first got bullied. I smiled from remembering the good times we had here when we were kids. It was fun. Although... why did he bring us here? Robert was full of joy when he realised, I guess he was processing longer then me. "OH! THE PARK! YES! I REMEMBER NOW! :D" Robert shouted loudly, I covered my ears when he yelled out but I don't blame him. "Yeah, the park! I missed this place honestly. We had such fun times playing here." Ross said softly, his eyes observing the park and it's playground equipment. Me and Robert did the same, I think I know why Ross brung us here. He's showing us our childhood. He's showing where our inner child lies and how much fun we had when we were younger. I think he's telling us that we're drifting apart. My bullying must be getting out of hand and how there's less fun in life now. Us three are pretty gloomy, I mean, me and mostly Ross at least I think. Robert still seems pretty happy. I don't really know.

Something suddenly poked me and which made me flinch and stopped me from zoning out. I turned to Robert and Ross who have concerned expressions "um.. why are you looking at me like that?" I asked, oh shit did I do something wrong!? "Well... Roy. To be for real. Over these few days, you've been acting a bit... sad." Ross said as he looked over at Robert who nodded and both turned their attentions back at me. "What do you mean?" I asked knowing damn well what they mean. "Roy, I may seem stupid but I'm not." Robert said sternly and continued on "You're starring into space more then usual, ignoring us and our help. I've tried comforting you the other day but you pushed me away. For fuck sakes Roy,
WE fell asleep before you. And you're always, ALWAYS the first one to SLEEP. So please... tell us what's wrong..?" Robert said as tears ran down his face, Ross frowned and I was in shock. Robert never swears. This must be serious to them. I sighed as I went to sit down on the bottom of the slide with Ross and a Robert following afterwards, sitting in front of me. "Ok... I haven't been feeling my best lately and I don't think bullying is helping me." I said, tears starting to prick the corner of my eyes but I tried not to blink so they don't run down my cheeks "Ross, remember when you said "If I wasn't there to help you maybe you wouldn't be what you are today. We might not of been friends too."?" I said, looking at Ross which seemed like he was going through his memories for a second, until he spoke "yes, why bring that up?" Ross was confused, with Robert being confused too. "Cause it.. When you said that, I thought about it. Then I felt like a bad friend. Then I started overthinking. I didn't like those thoughts. I hate those thoughts. I didn't wanna talk about them with yous because I didn't want yous to worry." I explained, quickly wiping one of the tears that was about to fall down.

Ross and Robert got up and hugged me, My body was frozen as ice but my heart was on fire. "Roy, we're here for you, we were there when you mentioned the mansion and we're still here now. You don't need to hide your feelings from us." Ross said softly, I hugged back and started crying quietly into their shoulders. We soon pulled away as I wiped my tears and sniffed "feeling better now?" Ross asked "Yeah, I am." I replied smiling a little, we all got up and spent our time playing at the park and talking. We had a few laughs and it was great. I've finally come to terms with my feelings and now I know what I wanna tell them.

Yeah wow, that was angsty but hope you enjoyed this chapter. Continuing on when I have the time. Cya!