TURN OVER THE OUR-GLASS

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Next Day         JIN POV

As I walked inside hana's mansion, I went inside our room to pack my belongings. I don't want to stay here. Not after what I saw last night. Not after realizing what I've really lost because of my one stupid decision. I will move out. I will apologize to y/n. I'm not giving up until she forgives me. I want my family back. I want US back.

I walked downstairs with my suitcase. And just then Hana came. Seeing me, she had a questionable look.

"Where are you going jin?"

"Where were you Hana?"

"I told you I was with my friends. Now you tell me, where are you going?"

"I'm moving out."
I said walking past her. But before I could go any further, she held my hand.

"What do you mean by moving out? Huh? What has gotten into you!"

"I saw you Hana. Kissing him. Lets end this. Whatever we had, its over."

"Oh....I'm sorry okay, now let's not make this a big deal. Come on, let's go inside."

I shook my head.

"No, don't apologize Hana. I'm not staying anymore. I-i regret everything. I never loved you Hana. I-

Scoff "you never loved me? Huh? Then why did you left your family for me? Tell me seokjin! "

"I got manipulated Hana. You-you did that to me. You ruined us. You ruined my family!"

"You want to leave. Fine, then go. I will not stop you. I was jealous of what she had. I wanted that for myself too."

"Hana-

"You know jin, whenever she used to tell me that she had you, it made me so jealous of her. So jealous that I promised myself to have all that she had."

I pushed her hand away and opened the door to leave when she spoke again

"But I didn't ruined you jin. You ruined yourself. If not me, you would have found another Hana."

Y/n  POV               time- 5:33 p.m.

I came back home from work and plopped myself on the couch. The whole day, I couldn't get seokjin out of my head.

"Momma! You came back!"

I looked up at In-su and smiled at him

"Yes honey. How was your day?"

"Good. I played with daddy."

"Daddy?"

That's when I noticed seokjin coming with a glass of water in his hand.

"Here"   Jin

"Thank you. What are you doing here?"

"I just came to visit In-su and I also wanted to talk to you y/n"

"Hmm" I nodded

"In-su, honey, will you please go to your room and play?"

"Yes daddy"

Jin took a seat beside me when in-su went away.

"I'm sorry"- jin

"Jin, we have talked about it already. Please, don't make me repeat myself."

"I know i did you wrong y/n. You have no idea how much I regret it. "

I looked at him and his tear stained face. His tears falling one after another.

"Y/n-ah...I'm sorry. Please. Please forgive your jin."

I looked at him.

"M-my jin? B-but you were never mine seokjin! Were you?"

He knelt infront of me and held my hands.

"I will do whatever you want y/n. Just give me one chance. A single chance is all I want. I'll prove myself to you. I'll be a great husband and a father. I promise. But please, take me back darling "

Take him back? B-but I never had him. I thought I did but I was wrong. So very wrong.

"Okay fine, don't forgive me, but just let me stay with you both. Okay? In-su wants his dad y/n. He needs me. I'll just stay here. We'll behave like we are okay infront of him. Let me just be with you guys. Please. I-i promise I will leave when he'll grow up-

I laughed hearing that

"Yeah, that's very easy for you. You have left once, you can leave again."

"D-don't say that love. I'm sorry. Please just, please forgive me this time."

I got up before repeating the same answer

"No. And please leave now."

I went inside my room and closed the door behind me.

Time skip      next day      at the office

He went away last night. In-su told me that he looked sad. He must be. It was his fault. He's just reaping what he has sown.

"Y/n, can I please talk to you for a moment?"

"Yes namjoon. What happened?"

"In my office, please"

I followed him to his office.

"Y/n, seokjin is staying with me."

"Okay. Why are you telling me this?"

His eyebrows furrowed at my response.

"Y/n, it's seokjin we are talking about. You used to be crazy for him. Atleast show some interest in-

"Thats the past namjoon. I'm not interested in his life anymore. "

I stood up to leave

"He told me everything y/n. He regrets leaving you and in-su. He regrets everything. "

I nodded.

"Okay"

"Y/n, don't be heartless, please. He's miserable without you. He refused to eat, talk and just cries for you. He's in pain. Forgive him. Give him another chance, I'm sure he's changed"

"I'm sorry namjoon, but I can't. "

"Y/n, I'm not saying this because he's my friend. I-i've seen the regret in his eyes. He-he hates himself. He's in pain. You both are. Just end this torture,for yourself and for him too."

"I wish I could namjoon. I wish but I can't end this pain. He gave it to both of us."

He sighed before speaking again

"Look y/n, try to be the bigger person. He made a mistake. One mistake, y/n. Forgive him. Even God forgives one mistake."

I smiled at him.

"But I'm not God namjoon. I'm a human."

I stood up to leave his office. Bigger person? They shouldn't even ask me to forgive him. How can I? I opened the door, I turned around to face him once again.

"Namjoon, even God doesn't forgive people for being unfaithful."