Homophobic but secretly gay

3.

Juho
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•After school•
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We were at Jere's house. We played few games and ate our snacks. We played GTA and watched youtube videos. Some shit content that was funny.
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We started to get bored. So we decided to get some fast food. So we hopped on his ATV. We drived to the closest McDonalds and bought food. Then we drived to a peacful place. It was evening, the sunset was really beautiful.

"This place is good. Quiet and flat." Jere said and sat down on the grass and I did the same.

"Yeah and pretty too." I said looking at the view.

There were pretty flowers. It was nice weather too. Warm and small cool wind. We were on some kind of a hill.

I started to drink my Coca-Cola that I ordered. Jere took a bite of his burger. It was indeed quiet. Maybe a little too quiet. We didn't talk, I don't know if it was awkward silent or a nice one.

We ate our foods. We went back to his ATV and left. Jere putted some music, Artist was Lil peep. After while of driving he dropped me to my house. I gave him a bro hug and punched slightly his back and he did the same. Then he left and I walked to the front door and went inside. This was a great day, nothing weird happened. Like a normal day.

Jere
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I was driving back to home. This was a nice day. Although I got this weird feeling. It's not a sick feeling or something like that. More like I'm missing someone. I got lost in my thoughts and almost drived over a cat. I dodged it and I checked it was okay and not hurt. Then the cat just ran away. I sat back down in my ATV and I sighed deeply.

I put some music, Hayloft because I remember Juho once forced me to listen one song from them. It wasn't that bad. Quite good music. It reminded me of the day when I listened it the first time with him.

I got home and I sat on my bed. I tried to clear my mind and relax. I ate my evening snack and brushed my teeths. I got to bed and I was on my phone about 2 h. Then I fell asleep.