I feel like I no longer have a heart inside of me
I feel empty
like nothing makes sense anymore
I have no motivation for nothing
I feel big and think about stop eating for 3 days
I don't like the person I see in the mirror or the photos
and
I don't think other people do too
Everything seems to be going wrong
I try to think what am I doing wrong
but I can't see
I need to know
I don't this anymore
what do I need to change to be happy ?
truly
I am hopeless
and don't know what to do
about my personal life
my "love" life
my friends
my future, school
my life in total
what do I have to do to feel good again and to make it last ?
am I that blind to my mistakes that I don't know how to fix me?
what can I do ?
not even death seems appealing anymore
nothing brings me joy
why ?
I am too young for this ?
I don't think I shouldn't be feeling like this
because I have it all
but at the same time a have nothing
Why doesn't he like me ?
Why doesn't any of them thought I was enough?
Why don't my friends care about me ?
Why am I not enough at home?
Or anywere
What are my mistakes?
What I am doing wrong for God's sake ?
I need answers
I need realese
I need something
One
One light at the end of the tunnel
Not another endless tunnel
I need.
End.
-empty ,hoping for a better day tomorrow. <3=)
