Lovers Under The Same Sky.

Chapter 15

Mew pov

As I parked my car just outside the porch .I made my way into the mansion and settled myself on the huge wooden mahogany chair which was specially designed for my father by my uncle on his 30th birthday .

Pappi was always so fond of my father .Unlike me ,I never was never an obedient son like my brother ,Thorn.

On the other hand, I was the troublemaker to be precise ,I get into fights,do drugs, was rebellious ,beaten up a lot of my classmates just for fun and was at the verge of my teenage years ,I desired to be in control of everything all the frustration, fights , being the second best son had made me remorseless through my college days . pappi was the one who always supported me ,backed me up from facing my father's wrath every time i screwed up anything my father asked me to do and Uncle was the one who always sided with me when i made mistakes and never left me alone even after the death of my family.

My brother, Thorn, was the peacemaker between us . I liked him the way he is concerned about the pity fights that i ve with our father ,he's a great brother one could have in their life ,A loving one .His way of dealing with things was exceptional.he was never the rabble rouser. He was always the loving brother I had .He was my father's best son .Apart from being quite a mature person I can always count on him .

My thoughts suddenly drifted off to the days of my past life .

My family !
Mom ,Dad and Thorn! .

I'm not gonna see them ever again in my life .the police have never recovered their body .I couldn't even have a last chance to see their face and bid them my goodbye .It hurts to be all alone ,At some events , I wished to hurt myself.I never got the chance to be with my family their love was something i earned for .Though, all the pain I had back in my lonely days was easily erased by him.The dove eye boy with the curly hair and chestnut lips brought life back into my lonesome days.

Gulf !

My parents won't be happy with the way I'm living my life now .How I have become a ruthless person through solitude days of my life ! They will not like what I've become after their death.The lonesome days have turned me into a monster .I don't wanna live my life in such pain and misery !I needed a new beginning in my life and I needed him to get rid of the pain that caused it ! I wanted him by my side to go through every hurt I faced every day ,the struggle of falling into depression of being alone ,I was scared that I'd lose him too .I love him! but ,I'm sure the love I'm showing is not enough! I don't know how to express it ? What should I do to make him fall for me? A person like me doesn't deserve his love.Im ruthless , Cold hearted , harsh and stony .I never put others feelings before mine. I've made so much mistakes because of it .Yet ,it was all out of my control i never intended to cause pain to others .what all actions I do is to earn his love but eventually at the end it would always turns out to be brutal and ill-use of him .I couldn't bare the thought of him leaving me behind and be with someone else like Bright .I loved him so much that had to keep him with me without even acknowledging his hatred towards me , I felt it when he looks at me with his dove blue eyes .the eyes that made me fall for him even harder .those eyes were burning with disgust and contempt when he looks at me. I felt powerless before him. Rather than showing my true feelings for him, I would harass him , mistreat him , humiliate him by doing something unfortunate . I express my pain through such violent acts .

I can't keep him like this anymore .I know ,what's he's up to ,his plans about breaking away which had gladly failed before he even tried to execute it .He was quite an actor trying so hard to get on my good side,acting his way out and tricking me by showing his affection to me ,even though I tried to harm him everytime .he's acting different now showing me more affection and love .i couldn't quite digest his way of acting out .so , I planned a little game with my guards to test him where he failed to care why the mansion was left unguarded with him in it .With the mere thought of him unprotected never crossed his mind .
From the cams that were placed at the hallways and every corner of the mansion  ,i saw him wandering through the hall rooms , bedrooms and the stairways searching through all the places ,not exactly sure about anything  going on at the mansion .he chose to escape when he found out that he was left all alone in the mansion when he finally realised that he's all alone .he made his move through kitchen doors hoping he will escape from the devil itself.within seconds, all the guards have surrounded him and caught him like a deer caught in the headlights he looked at me .

At first ,I was dumbfounded about him being all lovey dovey to me and he used to be just like that before Bright .but i acted along with it just to be in covered in his warmth .

Gulf was very much a charming person who takes care of everyone at the hotel .he was good with people ,caring them , acknowledging their needs at the hotel establishment.he had a lovable personality that what caught my attention to him.He made me forget about my past life .My days with him was amazing

Even with all the lovey dovey act ,i found about his escape plan and had made him suffer .i tormented him , tortured him to the very brink of Insanity and raged on him .I was angry ,lost and when he played with my mind .I couldn't bare the thought about him enjoying it watching me playing along with his little escape plan.so, I made him suffer .Yet,i was wrong that he was strong enough to handle it. Nevertheless,he was not .

I believe ,He has given up his hope .Now, He listens to me all the time .Does what I say! Never resists me in having intimate time with him wherever I wanted him to .He would gladly accept my lustful desires to be with him without any objection.he've become a lifeless corpse and I do regret my decision of kidnapping him and taking him away from his beloved .i'm sure, he's not gonna forgive me for what i ve done to him so far .

I need to let him snap out of this trance .I ve gone a little bit harsh i believe .he's not the gulf kanawut i ve loved before .he's changed now .He's not the same person who I' ve known for my entire life .he never smiles now ,never ever in this mansion I heard his voice after i came on him at that night .he's become quiet,like crazy quiet .he's walking like a dead person without any hope .i can't find the old Gulf in him ,the carefree one .this person that I'm sharing my bed with .the kanawut i know enjoys every moment that he had with me .he's changed .I think ,i' ve put him through a lot pain this time .I need to save him .I don't know ,what should I do ?I need to call pappi.

I need Gulf back with me .He's drifting away .Shutting himself off from his emotions .

Pappi : Mew .what is it ?
Is Gulf back to normal ? You said,you were not going to take it out on him .You shouldn't have made him suffer. Is he alright ?

Mew: pappi, he's acting all weird ,he's not the same person .I think i have taken it a little bit more .he's not responding .he have become too quiet .like , he has given up on living .

Pappi: Let me call Damon ,he might help us .We could ask him to check upon him ,he does know what to do ,he's a psychiatrist.so, he will be able to bring him back from the numb state .

Mew : Ask Damon to come to the mansion .I need him back,But on one condition the Gulf I want should be without his past memories .I need a new beginning with him .I want him to forget about his past life and marry me .Is that possible ?

Pappi: I'm not sure ,but you have to talk to Damon to know more about that .Now just focus on him getting better. Okay

Mew: Okay, I will take care of him .But I need him back with me .I can't lose him after all his memories are back .I need to erase that part of him from his life .Then, only I can re-enter his life again.

Pappi: Yes, I will talk to Damon about it .if he can do it .I don't have a problem With it. Take good care of him from now on, don't let him leave your sight .Stay with him .

Mew: yeah , I will .bye !

Papi : bye ,mew .