And here we go again

the way you are

Hours later, both with a cup of hot tea in their hand and wrapped in blankets, Agnetha and Frida were talking. In the afternoon Frida got an unexpected call from Agnetha and they decided to met.
They shared something special, a very special friendship, almost more like a sisterhood. They knew they could trust each other blindly and both were greatful to have each other. As it was some time ago that they last met, they had a lot to talk about. Frida told her about her last days in Stockholm and Agnetha told her about her life, her family, her grandchildren and more. They shared such a good time that they didn't noticed that it was already dinner time.

A "B" approached them unexpectedly

Björn: Frida what a suprise, the second to be exactly

Frida: Yeah I'm sorry to bother you, but you will have to put up with me dear

They shared the same kind of humour so the laughters came fast.

Agnetha: Hi Björn -she got up and greeted him- I didn't expect you so soon

Björn: Yeah the meeting was faster over than I thought it would so I came earlier, where are the children?

Agnetha: Linda is in the kitchen I think, Christian is out where the horses are and the grandchildren are in their room I assume

Björn: I will look for them than

Björn left the two ladies talking and went to look for his granddaughters so Agnetha took the chance to ask Frida something that made her very curious.

"So tell me, what was the reason for your break up with Henry I don't really get it you seemed to be very happy together and I was very happy you were so happy" Agnetha said

Frida sighted, how much did she needed to talk about that? It was something that despite being an uncomplicated break up of course left marks and a feeling of emptiness. Henry meant a great deal to her in the past 8 years .

"You know, if things don't work good anymore they come to an end naturally and just now it has hit us. We were happy, always but it was complicated the last month. Mentally I had to deal with a lot of things, I was stressed over many things, my health was not at it's best the last months and for some reason I felt very lonely and lost. He tried hard to support me and to make me feel better but I had to deal with that alone so I pushed him away from me and we simply grew apart. Our love transformed into a friendship love, at least for me and such a love is not enough to stay together as partners. I would always hold him back and he deserves to be loved a hundred percent." Frida replied, open up with someone for the first time completely

"I'm sorry to hear that, are you okay?"

"I'm fine. My health, mentally and physically got better the last weeks but of course it left a mark in my heat to have broken up with Henry. You know, after Ruzzo died he was the first man I opened up with a hundred percent. He gave me the feeling of being loved, of being worth to be loved and he gave me a very stable home and life. He came in my life just when I needed him and I will always be greatful for the years we spent together. He may saved me from sinking down completely, he was a great anchor but the best for me is to be alone. I need that peace and I like to be alone and also I'm a way to complicated to have as a partner" she finished, zipping on her tea again

"Frida that's not true, you are the best woman to have as a partner I mean your so lovely and who wouldn't like to have you by his side? Your an excellent woman to love" Agnetha said wanting to push her best friends selfconfidence

"That's very cute of you but apparently my destiny is to be alone"

"No ones destiny is it to be alone" Agnetha objected

"Well you're alone as well" Frida giggled and Agnetha giggled along "but seriously, I had great men in my life and they all shaped me enormously but none of them stayed with me for sooo diffrent reasons. I loved and love them all a lot but to be alone is just the right thing for me and believe me I couldn't be happier and detached at the moment" she said sincerely

"I mean as long as you are happy with your life I'm happy as well and for my part, life does not want me to share it with a man and I accept that" she laughed

"Are you happy than?" Frida asked her curious

"I guess I am! Really, I have amazing children, wonderful sweet grandchildren and the best friends someone could wish for, what more should I wish for?" Agnetha said and it was noticeable that she meant what she said

"Don't you miss some intimate sometimes"

"Nej, also you don't need a man for that" Agnetha said laughing out loud

"Oh so that's it Miss Fältskog" Frida said, laughing along with Agnetha

"But better let's not talk about me haha what are you plans for the next year. Have you though about finally moving back here" Agnetha asked more as a joked and was shocked when Frida replied positiv to that indeed

"In fact I did" she grinned

"Really?!" Agnetha asked stunned, for her the thought of Frida moving away from Switzerland again was almost impossible to believe, it has been so many years of living there

"Yes, but I'm still not sure after all Switzerland has been my home all those years and it really isn't that easy for me to make a decision" Frjda replied, sighting out loud

"But what would you loose?" Agnetha asked

"Nothing, but a part of my family also lives there. Henriette and Pauline still have very small children and I little grandchildren to enjoy there and it would be difficult to see them so often but on the other hand my children and grandchildren are here and the truth is I often miss them horrible much"

"First of all, I'm sure Henriette and Pauline wouldn't mind visiting you from time to time and secondly we all would be very happy to have you around again I almost forgot how it is" she laughed

"We'll see what happens" Frida said, looking at he wristwatch "I maybe should leave, it's already late" she said, putting her cup on the table

"Why don't you stay for dinner? Björn will also stay and I'm sure the children would be happy and me of course as well" Agnetha insisted

Frida though about the offer, she hadn't had anything to do either so she agreed "Okay but let me call Hans, I need to tell him I won't be there for dinner" she said. Agnetha smiled at her and nodded, she was happy they could spent some more time together.