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Jungkook's Pov

10 am.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..!

Why did i drank that much.. Jackson and i always go for that.

But how am i at home..?

Oh my... I smell like... No no not shit... But purely drunked person.

Wait let me remember everything... About yesterday's night.

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I need something to fill me first... As i woke up and went to kitchen to see pot of soup.. Who made it..?

There is some noise from the guest room... Is there someone..? And my horror instict woke up.

"Seokjin pa...?" I sighed...

"Oh sweety ,you woke up...? I made soup for you... Your head must be spinning right..? C'mon.. Eat that and have medicine and take some rest..you'll feel better.."

Am so so so so soooo red now remembering yesterday night how i made my husband to pick me up as my legs were on his waist and my head burid inside his neck hugging him tightly.. Am heavy drinker but i can remember everything...

Did pa saw that..? Oh no.. Seriously , I surely know how to make fool out of myself.

"Pa..... Thank you... Um.. Thank you so much..." and turned my back to him to not to show him my shy face.

"Um..jungguk.... "

"Pa... When you came..?"

"We came yesterday night... Actually joon had high bp yesterday so we went hospital and Taehyung was so stressed and he brought us here ..... "

"What..?" I was absolutely shocked...

"Why didn't you called me pa.....?" I should have asked how joon pa..? Is he okay..?

Then he told me how joon pa collapsed on the sofa... And he himself was confused what to do.

"Tae was there... I told him not to disturb you.. " he smiled so small .. I know he is stressed cause he loves his husband.

"Um how's joon pa..? Can i meet him..? "

"Yeah, he is fine.. You can meet him.. I was here cause he has to eat something but he won't listen... "

"Aaa.. I'll cut him some fruits.. He will listen me for sure.. I know.. Wait.." as i said i went to the fridge to grab some fruits.

And jin pa got a call..

"Hello babba...yeah he is fine ..no you don't need to come sweety... I am taking care of him.. No he is refusing eating anything.. Yeah . Okay.. No jungguk told me that he will cut fruits himself and make him eat them..... Yeah he just woke up.. Okay.. Okay my sugar.. Dont take stress.. You you know your joon pa will never like if you will take tension.. Ok na..?.." and wirh that he went to his room.. I know he asked jin pa about joon pa.. But asked about me too.. What tension joon pa had that he suddenly collapsed...

Was to so stressed...?

I'll call him after some time....

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I made joon pa eat some fruits ... We are good friends after when he stayed with us for four days..

On call..

Hey..

Do you want anything..?

No..

Then why did you called..?

Why are you speaking like this..? I called you cause i worried about you.

Just make it fast.. I have work.

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Hello...

Yeah.. Are you okay..? Did you eat..?

No....

Why.. You should eat something...

(Tae you need to see this file.... And about the last project.. I will inform you in a minute.) I heard some girl talking behind.

Do you have anything to say...?

N-no..

Okay.. And he hanged up.

Why ..? Why he talked to me like that.. I know he is stressed but i asked him if he eat or not only... Where are his manners..?

"Oh.. Jungguk... Did you eat..?"

"Yeah.."

"Um jin pa...? Tae was so stressed.. Do you perhaps know what actually happened..?"

"Actually..., Kim construction having some problems... Last week.. Our one employee betrayed us.. The client turned us in his con."

"Oh my.. I really didn't knew about this...?"

"Yeah and joon also was stressed that cause him this.."

"And .... What tae like to eat..?"

"What..?"

"He didn't eat anything... I don't know what he likes.. I will make something and  made him eat."

Jim laughed on this...

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I made jajangmeon.. Nd went to Kim construction for my husband.. I don't know why am doing this but i really want to know why he is so mad at me....

And i also want to make him eat this.

Can you pls tell me where is Mr. Kim Taehyung.?

Who are you..?

Um . Am je_Kim Jungguk.

Oh.. Um pls follow me..

Yeah...

We reached one cabin and knocked...

Come in.

He was there sitting on a chair going through bundles  of files . And there was a certain girl wearing  was eyeing me up and down. I made myself look at my husband who even not glanced at me once.

"Hi Taehyungshi..." and with this hi he lifted his eyes on me... There was anger.. Stress.. I don't what else in his eyes.. But he ignored me.

"Um.. I brought some lunch for you.. You-"

"Drop it there and you can go.. Thank you.."

Should i say something...? Or did he just insulted me..? What should i do..? Why my eyes have water..? Am i crying.. No i blinked them away... And pur the tiffin on his table and turned back.

What happened..? Why this happened..? Did i did something yesterday..? No.. I remember everything.. I did not.. Then why he is so mad..?

I know he is stressed but why is he removing his stress on me..?

Nobody cared about me in the past.. But am i that weird that nobody thinks anything about me..? Nobody cares about my feelings... Am i that miserable to make him stressed just by my presence.

I never in my life received love from anybody. Everyone wanted to use me.. I never talk with anybody with whom i feel uncomfortable.. I am talking with Kim Taehyung just cause my parents trusted him with me. They made me believe that he will take care of me.. But he is the same. ... He thinks that i am incapable of anything.. I can't even make ....

Why am i like this..? Why can't anybody be happy because of me..?