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am 17

Jungguk's Pov...

So so so excited for this wedding..

I will do my own makeup as i know.. And i love to do makeup ..it's just that i dont show.. Cause i don't usually do makeup.. I do it occasionally. And there is a occasion today.

Tae's cousin's wedding.

Me and jin pa did the shopping for our husband's too cause i dont know.. Joon pa is busy but my husband.. He just dont like to do shopping ...ugh..!

I have plenty of clothes... Was his words when i asked him to do shopping with me.

"Aren't you gonna take bath.... Or you thinking about who will win the best drama award of the year...?" His musky voice snapped me from my thoughts.

"Yeah.."

"So who will win..?"

I rolled my eyes... Really...

...

The wedding was nice. Tae's cousin's wife is really soooo beautiful. How can she look so elegant.. I was so impressed by her beauty.

"Isn't she so cute..?" I whispered to my husband.

"Are you sure your gay..?"

I rolled my eyes and " am talking about her cute face... She must be using good products to be like that.. All soft and all..." I smiled.

"What you use...? Cause my pretty wife is so soft.... And the thighs are life feathers... " i looked at him in a shock then checked if someone heard him.. As there was no one near our table.

"What are you..? Why are you doing...?" Why make me blush here ....?

"What..?"

"What what..? You just watched me at home like am some pillar.. And now you are saying things." I said in a disgusted face.

"So you want me to praise you..."

"I dont want anything.."

"But i was gonna tell how angelic you are looking in all blue color. Are your clothes silky than your hair...? Or the -  "

"Just shut up..." i put my finger on my own lips showing a sign to shup up...

"I really wanna kiss them..." he looked at me inside my eyes as if he will kiss me there only...

"I wanna eat.. Am hungry... " and i get up from the chair. And grabbed his hand to follow me to the lunch area.

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"I told you not eat sweet much... Look at yourself.... Are you confident in yourself that you are not looking good." My jhope pa made a disgusting face just by looking at me.. This made me feel tears in my eyes.I cannot look at anywhere cause i have tears in my eyes. I cannt even blink them away as i wanna cry so much but i breath ... I breath in breath out.. Tried to concentrate on my breathing.

The dish on the table in front of me was laughing at me.. Telling me you should not eat me. And the tear escaped from my eyes..

I know am miserable.. But i really dont wann cry and feel more miserable.

I just dont want him to see me like this.

My father told me more things which he dont know but they were making me feel disgusting. They make me lose my confidence. They make me hate the food am eating. They me hate myself. They make me hate everything.

I just want to escape from here.

"So here is the water ... " and he came... My husband came to our table where we decided to seat. And moved under the table bending myself so that i can hide my face... My crying face... I untied my shoe lace and again begin to tie it.. As i cleaned my face with my sleeves.

"What happen..?"

"Umm..? Nothing..."

"Did you taste this..? This is so nice.. Eat it.. You will need energy... " do he have some intention to make me more fat.

"Why..?"

"Remeber we need to dance.."

"Its not like we need to dance hip hop.., its just couple dance... And what if i forget.... Will you be mad at me..?"

"No bub.. Just relax and look into my eyes... Just like I  teach you.... Okay.." and i nodded in a response.

"But don't caress me here and there.. That tickles...." i looked at him in a pout...

"You don't make pout.. Otherwise I'll kiss you... Then and there... Got it...." soon my pout was taken off my face by a big gulp.

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"Can i have a dance with you beautiful...?" Do i know you..? Was my first question but u cant ask anyway.. We are in tge wedding and anyone can ask you to have a dance with me.

"You didn't danced in your wedding ...And i really wanted to dance with you.. Come..." he forward his right hand in front of me as i looked at my husband lifting my eyebrows who was sitting near me. Who have a blank expression right now. His eyes were roaming from my eyes to that someone's eyes who asked me for a dance.

"Shouldn't you introduce to my wife...?" His cold voice made me gulp again.

"Aww... Its hyung for you taetae... Where are your manners bro..?... Well jungguk... Am Mark... His hyung... Now come..." he grabbed my hand and pulled me... I already guessed a tension between them.. But is it my fault taht he wanted to have dance with me...?

My husband should say no to him.... Why is he glaring at me...?

What..?

And we started to do dance on the floor as there were so many pairs present already.

I really am not comfortable when someone touches me. This is so uncomfortable.. Oops..! I am such a mess. I put my feet on his feet...

"Sorry..sorry.." i murmured a sorry.. I dont know but maybe 10 times cause i am doing mistakes on each steps.

We hault as we sensed the presence of my husband. He just looked at the hand on my waist. I know we are centimeters apart..but i dont feel anything..just uncomfortable ness...

Without speaking any words he grabbed me by my waist and pulled me to his chest , my hands on his shoulder.