Arrange marriage

am 15

Jungguk's pov...

We reached at cafe ..had lunch cause i was so hungry... And then we went to academy where yug and eun woo hyung will take class with me.

My husband reached there before the start of the class looking all godly handsome... Why is he being handsome and all in front of people... And at home he walks like a zombie.... In all bulky clothes.. Without showing the arm definition or abs like he is showing now in those tight clothes .... I can see jimin getting excited ...

"Ill teach you today..."

"Really...? Do you even know how to dance."

"Dont challenge me princess... One day I'll make sure you dance on here...." he said showing his thighs....

You can imagine my eyes grow big in shock.. I cant even gulp on that smirk he is showing me... This one sentence made me tense..made me feel shiver in my body.

I bite my lower lips and waited for his next action which was kissing my corner lips....
Which.made me blush more... The heat of my cheeks.. You can make dinner on.

"Wha-t are you doing...? We are in public...?" Cause this made my heart thump loudly...

"Come here..." he grabbed my hand and pulled me on a space... And grabbed my waist like he knows how fragile i am.

He is so comfortable but the comfortable was gone when jimin came to Taehyung....

He left me.... He started talking with his friend... Who was my crush... My first love.. But thats an another story.... Of a but...

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As usual with so called jb I started to continue my basic learning.. But it is too difficult today... His grab on my waist was not good just like that fucking smirk on his face...

Then he started moving his hand up....caressing there but i cant handle today and slapped him....

All the attention of class was now on us... And that made him grab me by my shoulder.. He pushed me to the walls and was about to slap.. Then .. There he came.. My husband...

"Go before I kill you..." he said grabbing his hand...

I couldn't handle my tears.. As i know..i was just gonna suffer what i suffered years ago. Someone was gonna slap me.....hit me.

No... No..don't panic jungguk...

And that made me regret me choosing to defence myself by taking action of slap... Cause now my eyes are closed.... And i had a panic attack...... With that the class ended.

I am guilty about this... But i shouldn't..

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I woke up in my bed with my husband clinging on me.... He is heavy man.... I tried to push him from me.. With his shoulder... Actually i touched his shoulder ..and squeezed..

Omo.. Wow.. This is muscle... Hands... Then his hairs.. So soft.. I really wanna touch his face just like dramas but its in the crook of my own neck.... And i cant move it....

Then i felt a kiss on my ...

"Am awake.."

"Me too..." he smiled and kissed my face.. My cheeks my nose my forehead.... My ears... My chin... Whats wrong... ?

"I was so scared.... You okay...no..? Do you want water..? I'll grab it... " he started to get up and that made his warmness go away.. And i grab him to me again..

"No wait.. Stay... .... Am sorry~ " I tried making pout and it worked as he grab me in his embrace... My face on his chest... Hugging him... So close... Am being sorry to him... I put my leg on him... Squeezing him more...

"Why you soory bub...?" He chuckled... Caressing me smoothly.

"Am sorry.. I made you embarass.."

"Its not.. You did good.. But why you had -"

"You told me to stand for myself. .and i did... He was touching me... I felt disgusting... I only can let you touch me. It feels yuck if someone touches me...." i was on a feeling of crying but his smooth caresing on my back saved me.

"And i got panic tooo... am sorrt i am weak... An really sorry..." to accept that you are weak, this point in my life highlights my living cause this means a lot to me.. I may look weak by my actions but accepting this makes me a strong person.

;no sugar... You are so are strong that you atleast stands for yourself..."

"He did tha to me yesterday too but you were too busy with jimin...."

"Am sorry bub... I did not paid attention to you.

Am ...." and this made look up to his face...

"No.. Its okay... I mean... i dont expect things. ...umm. Dont worry..."

He looked at me in a confusion and tha made me panic like i wont be anle to answer if he will ask me anything...

And i just shut my eyes and buried my face into his chest

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