Arrange marriage

Am 9

Jungguk's Pov

He unblocked my seat belt and his too...

Omo.. What is he doing.....?

Within few seconds i was on his lap... Omg... Am blushing.. Am i blushing or crying......? Wait no i cant show my tears to him... I gulped and blinked my tears away.. Which is very hard... And stared at his chest.......

"Hey bub... Look at me.." he cupped my face and this only made me feel butterfly in my stomach. I sighed.

"Look at me..." he literally opened my eyes using his thumb.

"Don't cry , otherwise I'll kiss you..."

"Am not cryinh.. And don't think about kissinh me.."

"But you love when i kiss your neck...you will love it when - "

"Don't ever complete that sentence.. I don't want to... Just dont make me uncomfortable.. Pls " i cupped his hands which were already cupping my face... With some tears in my eyes... I was kind of scared for a moment thinking he will kiss me.

"Okay..." his voice was disappointed...

"Now tell me why are you upset..?"

"I dont know..let me go...ah-"

I tried to free up myself from his lap..but he gripped me by my waist..... To make me seat....

"Dont..." he ordered me.... I cant read his face.. Why his eyes are cold suddenly..?

"Tell me what it is..?" He clenched his teeth...

"N-othinh."

He pulled me to his chest and started licking my exposed neck.. Well it is exposed cause i wore a white shirt with a v neck...... Which made butterflies in my stomach. I can't think of anything but his lips on my skip... His teeths on a certain spot where he would leave a red hickey which i will never hide... Which will make him feel proud that am his husband. His only.. I dont know why but i love this feeling... All i wish is his lips on my skin.. I wannaa feel hin everywhere....

"Oh~- Hyun-g..."

"Hmmm ..now tell me... " he stopped at me and now stare in my eyes ... In response i bite my lower lips in my all teeths cause am so shy right now.... Even i don't know what he said...

"Tell me otherwise i will not control myself... I will bite your skin... Everywhere... I will lick each and every par- " he was talking all looking into my eyes which made me to put my hand on his lips... To stopp him.

" sh sh... " you know i couldn't explain this sudden butterfly in my stomach which is so wow.... Wht should i do...when is saying this all intimidating me this much..just think what when he will actually do it...omg..nk no...

"H-m"

"I don't know..." he removed my hand from his lips and started kissing my face cupping........on my cheeks, nose, forhead.... Omo..Don't bite my cheeks... It hurts...

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... H yu ng stop... Okay " and he stopped and looked at me..

I removed my face from his hands and placed an hands on his shoulder...

"Actually... In the morning you didn't even asked me if i want to go or not.. You said that I will not have interest and like that... And and and... Your friend's.. Why ...Why did you told them about us...?" The last sentence made me cry again....

" hey bub~ , look see..look at me.. Don't cry.. And promise me you will never cry.."

" /but you make me cry..." I sobbed...

"Oh shut baby don't cry pls... Pls pls pls pls.. Pls don't cry... Am sorry am so sorry that i somehow insulted you.. Am a bad boy... I shouldn't have done that.... Baby..bub..Look at me.. ... Bub pls.... I promise I won't make you cry anymore..."

"You made me feel disgusting... You don't know anything about me.... You don't know how I smile and all... It's too complicated for me to live like this Hyun-g... I accepted you cause my parents believed in you... They thinks you are perfect for me.. I never had boyfriend Hyun-g.. Nobody loved me .... And i don't expect you to love me too but at least respect me... I don't expect any other will respect me or not but I want you too respect me ...But now I think we should not expect anything.. It hurts hyung... It hurts when you expect something from someone. Don't worry Hyun-g... I will never disappoint you.. I will do my all husband duties... Don't worry.. I will never expect respect from you too..." I sobbed and buried my face into his neck and shoulders..

I just don't wanna see his expressions... Whether he feels guilty or not.. Whether he feels something or not.. I just want his comfortable

His hug ... To make myself calm